My Weekend - the girl in me?
This happened 2 weekends ago... and then last weekend again... and now a little bit again this weeknd but the first weekend was really freeing. Sorry if it doesn't all make sense...
I get migraine headaches sometimes and take a prescription and hope it gets rid of it. Sometimes it does and other times not at all. A friend of mine mentioned a long time ago that her husband takes medicinal marijuana (before it was legal) to get rid of his migraines sometimes. I used to smoke a lot way back in my teens and twenties but I don’t smoke at all anymore... until recently.
Last weekend I had a joint that someone gave me a few months before. I did have a mild headache when I woke up that morning... so I thought I’d try smoking some of it like maybe 2 or 3 puffs. It takes nothing to get me high now....lol. Anyway it was feeling really nice... a bit of a head buzz and also a bit of a body buzz too. My body moving a bit differently more relaxed and it felt nice. Anyway, it was the weekend and usually on weekends after groceries and whatever, I end up going online... to get off. This time I was going to be high.
Years ago one thing weed did to me was make me horny and sometimes really horny. I’ve been with maybe 7 guys (one a few times) and I was a little bit high when I was with 5 of them. Being high makes me really horny for a variety of things... allowing myself to indulge a little in my fantasies but that was so long ago.
So I’ve got this mild little buzz going on and my body is feeling really good... and I notice I’m moving differently as I’m doing stuff in my apartment... my walking is a bit different, like I’ve added a hint of a sway in my hips and being a bit fem... I reached for something and then I thought to myself... a girl would move like that..? My mannerisms were changing a little, more gentle and idk ..dainty? But I was enjoying it and becoming very conscious of how I was feeling and acting. Sometimes catching myself adding a bit more girly swish to my ass as I walked... thinking “...omg where did that come from?”“god what a girl” I felt very fem and girly.
I didn’t feel “like a woman” but I still felt like something changed. Getting a bit high seemed to have removed this heavy cloak I seem to wear as I’m deep inside my closet. It seemed that for a little while though that I was released or set free... heavy weight lifted and let me be and feel without judgment... allowed myself to feel like this... feel fem and gay. I just had an overwhelming feeling of femininity and gayness and OMG I loved it.
Being slightly buzzed just allowed me to feel fluid I guess... being who was inside and feel that coming out. It was kind of thrilling and also to allow myself to feel safe and comfortable and enjoy the feelings, that just felt incredible knowing I was ok and allowing myself to let go and be.
My balcony is really private, there are no other buildings or balconies facing me only some houses 20 floors below. So although going out onto my balcony is not risky at all... it still felt thrilling and exciting and energizing because I was “out in public” wearing a bra. A bra and my shorts all pulled up high and short... my cock bulge ‘right there’ for all to see... mmmm. I felt naughty and liberated all at the same time.
I was even just wearing a camisole all afternoon... because it feels nice. It feels nice on my body and... it makes me feel nice about myself in a weird sort of way.
The feelings of my hands on my skin felt amazing and slowly caressing parts of me just came naturally... and as always find my nipples... oh god. At this point I’m already wearing a silky pair of white man panties (in my pics) and those blue shorts in my pics... they feel pretty silky and they stretch really nice on my ass and bulge
I felt so calm and relaxed and free... very free... and kinda ‘girly gay’ and really wanting to fag out so much with another ‘girly gay’ guy. Panties and bulges and kissing and grinding... arghhhh.. I was SO horny wanting to be with another guy who is just lusting like me to let his gay side out... be a little girly with another guy...
I definitely discovered ‘the girl’ in me
I get migraine headaches sometimes and take a prescription and hope it gets rid of it. Sometimes it does and other times not at all. A friend of mine mentioned a long time ago that her husband takes medicinal marijuana (before it was legal) to get rid of his migraines sometimes. I used to smoke a lot way back in my teens and twenties but I don’t smoke at all anymore... until recently.
Last weekend I had a joint that someone gave me a few months before. I did have a mild headache when I woke up that morning... so I thought I’d try smoking some of it like maybe 2 or 3 puffs. It takes nothing to get me high now....lol. Anyway it was feeling really nice... a bit of a head buzz and also a bit of a body buzz too. My body moving a bit differently more relaxed and it felt nice. Anyway, it was the weekend and usually on weekends after groceries and whatever, I end up going online... to get off. This time I was going to be high.
Years ago one thing weed did to me was make me horny and sometimes really horny. I’ve been with maybe 7 guys (one a few times) and I was a little bit high when I was with 5 of them. Being high makes me really horny for a variety of things... allowing myself to indulge a little in my fantasies but that was so long ago.
So I’ve got this mild little buzz going on and my body is feeling really good... and I notice I’m moving differently as I’m doing stuff in my apartment... my walking is a bit different, like I’ve added a hint of a sway in my hips and being a bit fem... I reached for something and then I thought to myself... a girl would move like that..? My mannerisms were changing a little, more gentle and idk ..dainty? But I was enjoying it and becoming very conscious of how I was feeling and acting. Sometimes catching myself adding a bit more girly swish to my ass as I walked... thinking “...omg where did that come from?”“god what a girl” I felt very fem and girly.
I didn’t feel “like a woman” but I still felt like something changed. Getting a bit high seemed to have removed this heavy cloak I seem to wear as I’m deep inside my closet. It seemed that for a little while though that I was released or set free... heavy weight lifted and let me be and feel without judgment... allowed myself to feel like this... feel fem and gay. I just had an overwhelming feeling of femininity and gayness and OMG I loved it.
Being slightly buzzed just allowed me to feel fluid I guess... being who was inside and feel that coming out. It was kind of thrilling and also to allow myself to feel safe and comfortable and enjoy the feelings, that just felt incredible knowing I was ok and allowing myself to let go and be.
My balcony is really private, there are no other buildings or balconies facing me only some houses 20 floors below. So although going out onto my balcony is not risky at all... it still felt thrilling and exciting and energizing because I was “out in public” wearing a bra. A bra and my shorts all pulled up high and short... my cock bulge ‘right there’ for all to see... mmmm. I felt naughty and liberated all at the same time.
I was even just wearing a camisole all afternoon... because it feels nice. It feels nice on my body and... it makes me feel nice about myself in a weird sort of way.
The feelings of my hands on my skin felt amazing and slowly caressing parts of me just came naturally... and as always find my nipples... oh god. At this point I’m already wearing a silky pair of white man panties (in my pics) and those blue shorts in my pics... they feel pretty silky and they stretch really nice on my ass and bulge
I felt so calm and relaxed and free... very free... and kinda ‘girly gay’ and really wanting to fag out so much with another ‘girly gay’ guy. Panties and bulges and kissing and grinding... arghhhh.. I was SO horny wanting to be with another guy who is just lusting like me to let his gay side out... be a little girly with another guy...
I definitely discovered ‘the girl’ in me
4 years ago
" I am sure it would be quite exciting to be with another guy wearing panties and rubbing our hard cocks together until we make a big cummy mess in them." OMG YES. YES it would
I think there are so many people who get migraines but what I understand is that so many people have so many different symptoms and temporary cures that work for them, but don't work for many others. I don't know what to tell ya man.