The muse returns

My heart catches in my throat
What longing I have for you!
Where have you been lover?
How is it I let you go?

It was in the little lies I told myself
The daily monotony
The way I twisted for others
I pushed you down
To the deepest part of myself

But there you waited for me
Silent, biding your time
You knew I would come back
When the lies no longer held me
When the sky and budding leaves called me
When the monotony had to break

And

When my sweet yoni remembered
That you are my wellspring
And when I thirst
I can always take a long draught from you…
to be renewed.