Being fat ain't no joke. First people always laughing and making fun of you. They treat u like u not even human. U try u hardest to succeed at life and keep ur head up but the pain never goes away u just suppress your feeling. U try everyday to wanna. Along and be loved by some one other than your family. You need a significant other to make u feel good a out yourself. Ut the only way to find love while ur fat is to have money or some like that and at times that dont even matter to people. Because guess what ur still fat asf. It really hurts k ow u fat nobody wants or needs you , because thats what it feels like. All these attractive people they walk by u laugh make fun u like you not even there but u keep ur head up and move ut alone . Then when you get by yourself you wanna hurt or yourself because the one inevitability of it all is nobody ever gonna want you or need you or love you. And its true because skinny build slim thick the workout body type as long as u not fat whether u ugly or not will find love and display it and it hurts people like me. It's beautiful but fat people wish that they could have what the beautiful sexy bodied people have but cant get. But I mean there's no point in trying to find love while fat. Dnd I know people gonna say exercise workout go on a diet it's not that easy. Itll It'll take me years to gain a beautiful body like most of you have
But u know sometimes u just wish u were dead. I mean u already dont matter in the world. It's like to thin people u just a fat ass body rsking up space where three skinny bodies can go. U really hurt inside and wanna yourself. But I just wanted to Express my feeling about the world and my life