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I really miss this site. I still haven't taken my computer to a repair shop. I have to focus on getting a cell phone for work. That's the main reason my computer isn't my top priority. My tablet doesn't work well with xham. It takes too long for pages to load. Please forgive me if I haven't answered your friend request. I don't have much time to leave this message. People have been asking for ways to reach me. I don't ever chat on Instagram or kik. I used to hate Facebook more than anything. Without my computer I've learned to enjoy that site for what it can be...It's a glimpse into… Baca selanjutnya

I just want to tell everyone Merry Christmas. I had to be awake at one am this morning to set up at the market. I posted the pics knowing the video would probably pass moderation. I was in such a hurry to get to the market that I forgot to log off. I keep getting worse and worse at remembering to log off. Please don't think I'm ignoring you because you are trying to reach me and not getting a response. Most likely, I'm working and I forgot to log off I wanted you all to know the comments you left on the video and pics were the best possible christmas present I could've been given. In… Baca selanjutnya

I hoped to avoid this but I don't have one of my medicines. That was unavoidable after I missed about a month of work due to burning myself. I haven't been able to respond to requests, pm's, comments or any messages from other sites. I crashed before I could respond to any of the conversations/fights regarding net neutrality. It's not normal for me to start a discussion and drop it without thanking anyone who chose to voice their opinion. I thank people I do not agree with. Keeping a blog has taught me that you can't change someone's beliefs based on facts. I would've liked a chance to… Baca selanjutnya

Timing couldn't be worse. I'm learning how a burn heals. The wound is not a big deal at all. When healing starts deep down in nerves, that changes everything. I want to talk about net neutrality. I want to talk about what I learned about xhamster that made me very fucking proud of the time I spend here. I can't type. I can't stand pecking at a keyboard with one finger. I do pray that we can all still communicate in a few weeks. I researched the possible effects of removing net neutrality on internet porn. The term 'vanilla' was used a lot. I bet the first thing internet companies wi… Baca selanjutnya

I am writing this blog because someone left me a picture comment that I was 'too good to reply to messages from my fans.' It pissed me off because I think I've done my best considering this winter has been one bad situation to the next. I'm reminded of a friend I had in croatia who was so concerned about my persistent bad luck he seriously thought someone put a curse on me. He strongly suggested I seek out a priest and get a hold of some holy water. I assured him that my luck always evened out. I'm so lucky to be the woman I am today. I shouldn't have fans on a porn site. I should be di… Baca selanjutnya

Let me see if I can figure out how to post a few pics of what I did to myself. Sometimes, a picture is worth a thousand words. I'm a dumbass. I heated up a container of soup in the microwave according to the directions for two minutes. It's ironic because I actually read the warning to let it sit in the microwave one minute after cooking. I ignored the warning. I took it out of the microwave with a towel. I tripped over my own two feet and I poured the goddamn soup all over my left hand.… Baca selanjutnya

After halloween, I've been able to pick up so many sexy costumes it's insane. I've tried to let most friends know that I haven't had much time to chat. But, at the very least, I promise to keep posting new pics and videos. If you feel like I've been ignoring you, I apologize. I've done nothing but work. Some people don't read my 'about me' section, and it never fails that they ask me what I do for work. I buy and sell antiques, clothing, jewelry and art. Living in florida, every year people from up north flock down here to escape bad weather. This is the time of year when I should be m… Baca selanjutnya

I'm so sorry. I've been MIA for a few days. I don't know if anyone will catch this post. I've got a lot of messages that start with 'are you mad at me?' The answer is no. My friend request box is full and I apologize. I haven't been able to reply to the incredible comments I got about politics and trolls. I have missed messages from my closest friends and people I genuinely love. One issue is that my internet is fucked up. I had a technician out yesterday. I was logged in. There was something wrong with my line and it was taking about five minutes or longer to load each page. I kep… Baca selanjutnya

*Please note, this blog is not a fun sex story. This is my reply to a personal attack. It is long, detailed and involves issues of race, gender and wealth. It was not my intention to continue this topic. But, I also don't tolerate trolls. Despite the fact other readers have political views that may be different than mine, I hope we can reach a common ground. I appreciate and learn from some people who feel differently about social issues than I do. I don't expect anyone to read this. However, it was something I needed to write. I am not ever backing down from a troll who insults me, es… Baca selanjutnya

i've worked my ass off all weekend, non-stop. I missed almost all messages. I missed a chance to reply to comments This is just a short post to let good friends know that I'm sorry I've been slow to reply. I haven't been myself. I am excited because I've picked up so many sexy, weird, awesome halloween costumes. It's my goal to spend the entire month of october having fun with cosplay. I will have a little free time tomorrow. For the most part, I am gonna spend the entire day getting set up to sell at the wednesday market. If at all possible, I'll try to get started on costume pics.… Baca selanjutnya

Last night was hard. I got shitfaced from the last of the vodka that I bought for hurricane Irma. The storm was the highlight of what I thought was a relationship. I must admit it was kind of nice to sit on my couch naked while drinking hard liquor. I watched two shitty sci-fi movies. I did manage to chat with a few people. I stopped trying because I reached the point where writing was difficult. I was determined not to take more sleeping medicine. Fantasies about some possible future where I am happy and I've done something important, played in my head like a movie all night long.… Baca selanjutnya

I'm glad a lot of people got to read this blog before I realized that many things I wrote needed to be erased. Did I mention that drunk blogging is far worse than drunk texting. This post needs half the content removed. I'm sober. I've handled the pain and rejection. I should never let myself write in a rage. Maybe, my thought were the truth. Maybe, they were opinions that changed in 24 hours. I will keep as much of this unedited as possible. But, what I wrote was uncalled for and very mean. If someone hurts you, the best possible solution is to kill them with kindness. I ended… Baca selanjutnya

I have been gone about a week. I seriously had to get my shit together. I've made lots of changes in my life. Some good. I guess some of them are also bad. I don't have a lot of time this morning. I am going to the market. This time between three am and four am is the only time I've got to do things on this site. If you want to know what I've been doing, the answer is simple. I've been cleaning. When you get hit by a major hurricane, almost everyone needs help either with the yard or getting their house back together. A lot of people won't understand. I asked another good friend if… Baca selanjutnya

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Someone had to teach me how to do this and it's been amazing. I'll always be grateful to SassyBri for her help. Maybe I can help you too. When it comes to computers I'm a fucking moron. This should be the simpleton's guide for posting pictures on your page. For any pic you want to post you need to have it saved on your computer. The next step is to host the image. Everyone is different. Sassybri told me to use tinypic.com. It is free image hosting. I've used it for years. There are other options. You sign up for the feature by creating a username and password. I don't know how long the… Baca selanjutnya

Right before I got sick a friend sent me this link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeSCsB2uOmI&index=11&list=PLIS0VmeE8PZ_VpbGinaET_D5B9EW6JumJ His timing couldn't have been any better. As for the video. It's just that I'm taking off the silk suit to put on the panties. Everyone has a bad habit. I'm loving this band. I just got into a disagreement with a friend over music. He likes a lot of really happy music made in the late seventies and the eighties. I probably hurt his feelings because I was honest about the first link he sent me. It sounded like perky 80's jazz. As a friend… Baca selanjutnya

I gave it my best shot to reply to the comments I missed. I barely scratched the surface. I wish I could thank everyone who said really sweet things the past few days. When I write a blog that's just a warning about being gone or a status update, I never expect a response. This time so many people dropped me a message that it stunned me. You guys are awesome. I can't wait to get better and post some really naughty updates that everyone enjoys. I recently had someone agree to help me make videos and do some fun stuff like photographing a little bit of public nudity. Right now, all I can… Baca selanjutnya

I guess I ended up with the best case scenario. A doctor lanced the abscess. It was really gross and it hurt. I got it treated so early there is a chance everything will heal with strong oral antibiotics. I just have to take it easy for a few days, or I'll end up right back in the hospital again. I guess I'm pretty damn contagious. I'm sorry that I warned so many people that I might be gone for many days. Last time this year, I didn't get a chance to warn anyone. I'm so grateful for everyone who sent me a comment. It's bullshit that you can't make real friends on a porn site. It coul… Baca selanjutnya

I've got to keep this short and simple because I need to be lying down. This time last year I developed a severe staph infection on my belly and my thigh. Old friends probably remember me bitching about being in the hospital seven or eight days. It took me much longer to fully recover. A few days ago I noticed a spot where I had staph. I kept it clean, covered in antibiotic and bandaged. This morning I woke up and it's tripled in size. I may get lucky and the damn wound will disappear overnight. However, most likely it will get bigger and hurt like hell in the morning. I have no i… Baca selanjutnya

I came across this article when a friend asked me about the town where I live. It perfectly describes life where I live. It was posted in the new yorker in 2008. I promise you not one thing has changed even though it's 2017. I'm dedicating this blog to Cat. She's shared so much about her life with me. I thought some of the info in this article might make her smile. It's an article about my town's annual beauty pageant to be the strawberry festival queen. I graduated in 2000. I kind of know the girls featured in this article. I think they were just young enough that I never fucked any… Baca selanjutnya