A Queen settles down...

For some time I have had the feeling that I needed to make some changes to my life.

Although I have truly enjoyed the wild and sexy moments I have had over the last several years, I have reached a point where I need to think more about the future and less about the moment.

The journey has been quite an experience for me and I have no regrets for exploring my sexuality and helping some guys explore theirs.

But I have decided to stop swinging and settle into a different way of life.
My needs to be sexual are also met by an equal need to start a family and become a mother.
I am pregnant by one of my lovers. I wanted this to happen so don't feel sorry.

I am not closing this page or my blog as I know many of you have found interest in what I experience and write about.

I will try to update on my life on occasion, but please do not expect the current level of discourse to continue.

But nor will I completely disappear. The Queen of Spades Diaries will still be ongoing.
So my life might be changing, but my presence will still be felt.

I am so excited about the future and what it holds and I hope everybody agrees that we need to consciously do the things in life that make us happy, and that is the path I am choosing.

Love Always,
xoxo
Jessi

Update November 2014. I am out of retirement and black men everywhere should be excited! :)
Will be trying webcam shows soon.
xoxo
Jessi

发布者 hottstuff1982

10 年前

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gigacrisis 6 年前

Trying to *reconnect* if you know what I mean

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richrt 9 年前

Good for you Jessi , love your albums

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DanielPortenio 9 年前

Glad to see that you are sometimes on line, Jessi.

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CHECKMATE007 10 年前

Congrats to you and yours!!!

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XMaverick 10 年前

well that's interesting. Im curious about the change

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blackswan2004 10 年前

There's nothing wrong with you wanting to change for the better, I wish you the best in the next chapter of your life.

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stevebosuer 10 年前

good for you that's awesome!

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BlackinWhite0069 10 年前

Sorry to hear that I missed my chance, but best of luck to you. If you ever what that box of hazelnut chocolates, you know where to look.

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sexy_cy_couple 10 年前

Sad to hear you retire but we wish you all the best!

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getlucky65 10 年前

holla at me sometime yall got my #.

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getlucky65 10 年前

Hope yall have been doing well ?

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sanxavier8 10 年前

We still love you.best wishes.

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therealnatedogg 10 年前

Congrats on your decision.

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HotFinix 10 年前

Wow, nice!

Congratulations on this new adventure... and settling down doesn't mean bad sex either!

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bbc4ginger 10 年前

I hope that you will keep in contact with me. Your friendship is valued. I will email you. I'm excited for you and your choice to pursue motherhood. Love XOXOXOXO Ginger

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apple_sauce 10 年前

Thank you for being around. Its been a joy reading and seeing your pictures. Wishing you all the best. Your blogs are kinda how I got inspired to join the lifestyle.

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BrightStar500 10 年前

All the best. Take care of yourself x

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kellykins2u 10 年前

You're going to be an awesome mom Jess! Love you tons girl!

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catunit 10 年前

Good luck on you future and keep us posted

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bashfulboy 10 年前

wish you all the best!

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pappy94 10 年前

Goodluck! come back to us after a few years once you are settled.

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I wish you well on your current path and hope you conceive, bear and raise a young 'un.

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cucky10 10 年前

Love that your keeping your writings n content in general up

Thanks for thinking of us and im sure im not the only one who wishes you all the best in your future endeavors!

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DanielPortenio 10 年前

I love to see a joyous woman, so I'm glad with your decision.
It's too a good decision to keep your Diaries going, sometimes we people do what have done before but it's not the same, each time things are done from a higher point in knowledge and experience.

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