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Hello Everyone This sissy owes you all an explanation as to why i haven't been as active on this site as i have been in the past. Here it is in simple terms. It's life. Everything i have shared with you on this site has been about my authentic life and now my authentic life is ... well in flux is the nicest way to say it. My mother has taken ill and has had several health scares since November of last year. The struggle lies not so much with her but with my siblings. While my wife is supportive of the lifestyle we have fully embraced, some of my family is disappointed in me. And yes, i can sh… Read more

Years ago me and my wife/mistress were vacationing in Hawaii. After an afternoon on the beach, we stopped at a convince store before heading back to our hotel room. She remained in her one piece bathing suit and I wore a mesh tank top and my trunks. As luck would have it, inside the store were two two beautiful tanned teenagers in bikinis shopping there as well. Our good luck continued when they ended up at the checkout counter ahead of us trying to buy cigarettes. The manager was being very flirty with them and kept chatting them up which was ok by us. Both young women filled out their bikini… Read more

Call me old fashioned ( Or a bitch ) but I like people who show me some respect for my time. "Hi" ... is not a conversation starter. I have a full profile. I have pictures on my profile of myself, and my Mistress. And I have a DICK ... Please don't lead with a dick pic. I'm sure you are quite proud of it. It's your pride and joy and of course everyone will want to fuck you because of your dick... Right? No. Not me. If I want to see it, I will ask to see it.. I am Not impressed by pictures of yours, not matter how big it is. If you are looking to be connected to us on X Hamste… Read more

Saturday, my Wife fed me a Viagra but wouldn't let me out of my cage. She really liked to hear me plead and beg to be released, but she just told me that i would just have to suffer. It has been a long time since my clitty grew this strong and hard, and the pain of a much smaller cock cage was really tight. No matter how much i played with my own nipples ( the only allowed form of masturbation i am permitted without supervision) i could not make myself cum. As the evening progressed, she became even more provocative, calling her boyfriend in front of me to tell him about my plight but declinin… Read more

i am so horny ! My Wife loves my whimpering and my pleading... BUTT she doesn't allow for Begging. i never know what the difference is until it's too late. She uses the "Dice" system. When i disappoint her, she either punishes me with spankings or corner time, or she rolls dice to see how many days will be added to my eventual release. And of course, there will never be pussy for me ever again. My orgasms are limited to anal orgasms. Butt i couldn't get hard anymore anyway due to being on them for one full year next month. Oh, i can get semi hard in my cage, but not hard enough for penet… Read more

Hello all, Can You Help Me? So much has happened in the past few months, and i don't know where to begin. So i am going to post a few different topics. I promise to answer all the topics before the end of the year. Some may have more words than others, but i assure you - everything i write will be true. Here in no particular order, are the topics i want to write about. LOCKTOBER EXPERIENCES as a sissy TEASE & DENIAL ON HORMONES as a sissy DAY TO DAY ACCEPTANCE of my status as a sissy MISTRESS'S BULL and how it impacted the life of this sissy ( And as a bonus, if you request it, i… Read more

I used to be a Dom, then I met the right women. She expanded my experiences. She took control of my arrogance and my selfish nature. She taught me that what I really was doing was overcompensating for being a small man with a tiny cock. I surrendered to her wisdom and her love. Now I am locked in chastity 18 hours a day. I have learned to give up all control. I have no monies of my own. I own no car. I have access to fetish sites like XHamster and FetLife only with my keyholder's blessing. I have not had any pussy since 2020, no BJs since 1999. I only give BJs Now. I have been on low levels… Read more

There's so much connected to this one simple act... it's intimate in a way like no other... Think about what had to happen to get him to this point. I had to take a man's hard erect penis in my mouth... that act alone is far more intimate to me than when he enters my ass-pussy. I get to feel his warm shaft in my mouth... and i can taste his cock; I feel it swell as it becomes engorged with his racing pulse... next I must pleasure him with my mouth. Using my lips, my tongue. i maintain a balance of suction along with the placement of my lips. I want to create a complete pleasure experien… Read more

Ten Reasons to Obey 1) Obedience is your natural state 2) It’s easier than thinking. 3) It’s hard to say No. 4) You don't ever win any arguments. 5) He’s always right about everything. 6) You’re weak brain gets exhausted by decisions. 7) When you obey, he gets hard. 8) When you obey, you get wet. 9) You choose to have no choice. 10) You have no mind of your own.… Read more

As some have noticed, this sissy fuck toy hasn't been very active here this year, so i thought i would explain why. This gurl was outed at work and as a result, i was fired. This led me into a shame based depression and i have struggled to be visible on the net. This account was discovered and was considered a violation of the "Code of Integrity" in my employment contract. So while i still dress and think of myself as a sissy gurl, and since my Wife/Mistress still loves me, i am slow to share my experiences with strangers. Plus, my need to find another job has taken much of my time and energy.… Read more

His name was Alex but his scene name was slave stallion. He was incorrigibly handsome, young and cut. I learned that he had been in the Army and served... well let's say he saw combat. He noticed I was sitting alone in our den after the dinner meal had finished and our guests moved about Sensual Haven to relax by the pool, or go into the dungeon to play. My Wife had been invited to double dom along with a fellow domme and her submissive. i had just finished cleaning up dishes and had taken out the trash and checked each of the bathrooms for possible resupply before i sat down to drink a bottle… Read more

The last time this sissy had pussy was 1999. My wife has Never gone without cock. She has never been denied pleasures. The closest i get to having sex like the man i used to be is like this: IF Mistress is feeling generous and if i beg in a manner which pleases my Mistress (Not Whine - There is apparently a subtle difference which i have yet to master) , then i am allowed to get on my knees, and place my little clitty dick between her stocking covered legs and hump them like i was her pathetic pet ! Which of course is what i am... All of this is leading up to this: We had ou… Read more

I learned something very interesting about myself while at the Rochester Erotic Arts Festival this year. It is true that i spent more time in the role of supportive husband to my Wife/Mistress; wearing boy clothes over my bra and panties, just i do everyday during my regular work week - this experience was different. You see, in this setting, everybody knew or else learned very quickly, that i was the submissive of Mistress Sensual, and that i take orders from her and focus entirely on her comfort and pleasures. Even when i am directing hotel staff or guiding other submissives in how the event… Read more

Hello my friends, followers, and sexual perverts My Mistress / Wife/ Key Holder and i will be very busy during the month of April. We are the the active producers of a sex positive event being held in Auburn NY on April 29 & 30. There is so much to do in preparation for this event. We have tremendous support from volunteers, but it all rests on my Wife's shoulders to get the work done. So i won't be very active this month. Please understand, my desire for your naughty thoughts and the dirty chat drive my libedo to the edge of maddness with desire to touch myself ( and You) . It just… Read more

It's not all sex and sleazy behaviors that make for a good mind fuck. Sometimes it's the subtle slow mind game that makes cementing the reality that you have become a sex slave to your superior, dominant wife. Case in point, last night's date experience. My wife had bought us tickets to a play in Ithaca, a town known for its liberal support of gay & lesbian lifestyles. My wife and i have enjoyed plays there on many occasions and have seen it as an opportunity for me to dress in more feminine attire while out in public. This night would be much the same but with a few subtle differences.… Read more

It was my house too. My name was on the deed, and one third of my paycheck went to pay the mortgage. But while the house may belong in part to me, my body no longer does. My Wife controls me with physical, emotional, and mental manipulation. Having recently been sick, i was forced to remain home from work to recover. My Mistress /Wife loves me and she is as devoted to me as i am to her. Once my health improved slightly, she began to implement subtle yet effective new ways to dominate me. All of it in plain sight, and yet, all of it so subtle that i failed to notice. My flu like symptom… Read more

Isn't it wonderful to cum on a Real Woman? That is something this sissy hasn't been able to do in 3 YEARS ! This pansy haven't even had a blow job from a real woman in 4 Years! But since i miss Bj's so much, i am allowed to Give them to Real Men - if i Beg hard enough. This makes my wife laugh hard. And she says it makes her wet and horny if I end up crying and pleading with her for release. Butt, IF i am a "good" gurl....i Might Sometimes get my clitty sucked by another sissy faggot as an occasional treat ! Oh i Love my life so . The enforced chastity. The humiliation. The forced f… Read more

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Four years ago, New Year’s Eve 2018, my wife thought it would be wonderful if I began to wear a bra & panties under my work clothes. I had just started a new job and the opportunity to dress more casually allowed me to do this. We both thought it would be a naughty way of remaining connected in our FLR. I also thought it would be fun, as there was an interesting mix of co-workers, some extremely conservative religiously, and others who were openly gay. At that time, my wife graciously allowed me to keep two pair of male underwear (one boxer, one brief) for those rare times I might b… Read more

Everybody makes mistakes - right? Butt what if yur mistakes cost you your Daddy? What if - in the so called 'real world' you are a man who demands respect and carries responsibilities, but in your REAL LIFE - all you want is to be a bimbo faggot And ... For Daddy to hold you... Tell you are a good ( but oh so dumb) stoopid bimbo... And Spank your ass for being a careless fucktwat... Then allow you the privilege of standing in the corner while he fucks another - in your presence. Would that Teach You a lesson about carelessness ? Would you really want to live in a… Read more