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Some things about me and what turns me on.
I have a history of vaginismus. For those who are unfamiliar with this, it can be described as an involuntary vaginal muscle spasm, which makes any kind of vaginal penetration painful or impossible. This was a serious problem when I was younger, I couldn't even use tampons. I thought I would never be able to have sex. I had extensive therapy and now I can use tampons. In rare cases I can have sex but more often I masturbate by clitoral stimulation (instead of inserting a finger or a toy).
I have a boyfriend now and we didn't have intercourse for the first year and a half. It simply wasn't possible. Let me describe what intercourse is like between us. It's very important for me to feel comfortable so we usually start with a long foreplay. He treats me like his little girl (the "daddy issues" kind of thing), like I am about to have sex for the very first time. This is something that turns us both on. His cock is quite big, 8.7 inch, so it's always a long and painful exercise to take all of it inside.
I like the "pain" part but not really in a masochistic way. It's a nice struggle to fit him in, he is very careful, and comforts me all the time. "Open your legs for me, just relax, look at me, just breathe, inhale, exhale, I'm here for you, I'll be careful, it's going to hurt but I'll take care for you, just a little bit more, you take it so well baby, I'm so proud of you" and so on. Oh boy this turns me on so much! The painful struggle and the loving care at the same time. Making my boyfriend proud and satisfied.
Because of the way in which my vaginal muscles contract, my pussy feels even tighter for him. Something that he loves! For me the favorite part of our sessions is the pain and comfort at the same time.
Saying no to my boyfriend is something that also turns him on. Like when it's too painful. "Stop, it hurts, slow down, take it out it need a break, don't push deeper" and so on. He hardly ever stops when I ask him because he likes to force me gently over my barriers. "No baby, I can't stop right now. You made me so hard and big there's no way back. But I'm here for you and I'll be careful. Just relax, open your legs a bit more, the more you relax the less pain you'll feel, but either way I have to push it deeper now". And then he forces me more. I sometimes tell him to stop just because of this reaction. I like it so much.
What am I looking for here?
As said, I masturbate a lot. Mainly by clitoral stimulation but I have a few vibrators to "practice" inserting.
1. I like to watch porn like the above description so please send me your favorites in this type of sex if you know any good movies/clips I should watch.
2. I also like to read stories and descriptions of this type of sex. So tell me whatever you have to share on this topic.
3. To those that can arouse me and we built some sexual fantasy together, I would enjoy someone talking me through my practise or masturbation sessions (e.g. via Skype). Don't ask me for my Skype ID, I will initiate this when I feel comfortable enough.
No friend request will be accepted before we have chatted.
I have a history of vaginismus. For those who are unfamiliar with this, it can be described as an involuntary vaginal muscle spasm, which makes any kind of vaginal penetration painful or impossible. This was a serious problem when I was younger, I couldn't even use tampons. I thought I would never be able to have sex. I had extensive therapy and now I can use tampons. In rare cases I can have sex but more often I masturbate by clitoral stimulation (instead of inserting a finger or a toy).
I have a boyfriend now and we didn't have intercourse for the first year and a half. It simply wasn't possible. Let me describe what intercourse is like between us. It's very important for me to feel comfortable so we usually start with a long foreplay. He treats me like his little girl (the "daddy issues" kind of thing), like I am about to have sex for the very first time. This is something that turns us both on. His cock is quite big, 8.7 inch, so it's always a long and painful exercise to take all of it inside.
I like the "pain" part but not really in a masochistic way. It's a nice struggle to fit him in, he is very careful, and comforts me all the time. "Open your legs for me, just relax, look at me, just breathe, inhale, exhale, I'm here for you, I'll be careful, it's going to hurt but I'll take care for you, just a little bit more, you take it so well baby, I'm so proud of you" and so on. Oh boy this turns me on so much! The painful struggle and the loving care at the same time. Making my boyfriend proud and satisfied.
Because of the way in which my vaginal muscles contract, my pussy feels even tighter for him. Something that he loves! For me the favorite part of our sessions is the pain and comfort at the same time.
Saying no to my boyfriend is something that also turns him on. Like when it's too painful. "Stop, it hurts, slow down, take it out it need a break, don't push deeper" and so on. He hardly ever stops when I ask him because he likes to force me gently over my barriers. "No baby, I can't stop right now. You made me so hard and big there's no way back. But I'm here for you and I'll be careful. Just relax, open your legs a bit more, the more you relax the less pain you'll feel, but either way I have to push it deeper now". And then he forces me more. I sometimes tell him to stop just because of this reaction. I like it so much.
What am I looking for here?
As said, I masturbate a lot. Mainly by clitoral stimulation but I have a few vibrators to "practice" inserting.
1. I like to watch porn like the above description so please send me your favorites in this type of sex if you know any good movies/clips I should watch.
2. I also like to read stories and descriptions of this type of sex. So tell me whatever you have to share on this topic.
3. To those that can arouse me and we built some sexual fantasy together, I would enjoy someone talking me through my practise or masturbation sessions (e.g. via Skype). Don't ask me for my Skype ID, I will initiate this when I feel comfortable enough.
No friend request will be accepted before we have chatted.
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Care_C Host 7 months ago
to ice_cream_castles : Had…? Would love to hear your story
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ice_cream_castles 7 months ago
OMG - my wife had this condition too.... masturbation is now an art for us....
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OfficialMinute5 9 months ago
love your content
, made an old man very happy

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hottang69 1 year ago
Thank you!! you can feel free to watch as many of my personal old uncut cock videos as much cum as you want anytime!
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ffm16s8 1 year ago
So hot lady
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Kthomas21 1 year ago
Hello there, how are you doing today?
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jeff_m35150 2 years ago
I hope we can be friends
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darstok44 2 years ago
Very exciting!
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bigestzeb 2 years ago
M.mmm so hot
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solar55 2 years ago
Hey, I really enjoyed your profile and I'd love to chat. I sent you a PM, hope to chat soon 

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Sent you a DM Care I think we can be good friends and get pretty deep with how things were for me.
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tallanddark1 3 years ago
Interesting
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kurt714 3 years ago
Hi I am a passionate masturbator. I love watching girls masturbate by rubbing the clit and pussy. I had a girl friend once that did not like intercourse. So we decided that oral was the way to go. But mostly I would just eat her pussy making her cum over and over again as I jacked off. Cumming any where she wanted me to.
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jeff_m35150 3 years ago
Hello sexy, your profile is very interesting and wish we could be friends
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Care_C Host 3 years ago
to seventhreefourths : Would love to hear!
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seventhreefourths
Hello. I really enjoyed reading your story. It got my gut to twisting and that almost never happens. I have a story to tell; let me know if you wanna read it.
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Huge_Nigga_Dick 3 years ago
Do i look too big for you
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Xannington 4 years ago
Would love an add
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oralallstars 5 years ago
... Would like to be friends if you have the space 

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ttrett 5 years ago
nice profie, sexy avatar
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jeff_m35150 5 years ago
Love your profile and would love to know more about you. I also live in Alabama, Sylacauga
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Sey71man4u
Love your sexy page.
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CharlieBrownOz 5 years ago
I've never heard of your 'condition'. Looks like you're doing a pretty good job of working through the problem, good job - and good luck. I certainly hope it gets better, but if it doesn't, at least you know how to cope.
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inner_universe 6 years ago
It's nice to see someone post such a vulnerable message as their profile. Mostly people leave such vulgar strutting as their face to the world; yours is refreshing. Also, I feel as though I can have some sympathy for those with a problem I never knew existed. All the best to you! (friend me if you'd like, I think I could probably source up some links that would be in your interest)
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bigestzeb 6 years ago
Magic sexy hot profile
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NoRegardsIndeed 6 years ago
Wow, really hot description on your profile. I love it!
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mikaishere 6 years ago
Bama is a good place.
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nutgeyser 6 years ago
Have you tried topical anesthetic insertion in the vagina. The clitoris should not be exposed to the mild anesthetic to retain full feeling.
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aycock 7 years ago
Practice makes perfect.. I will help you with that prob
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