No wonder only dumb bimbos allow all this!
What I find humiliating and submissive about being a sissy and CD fuck-doll, but also what I LOVE:
I have to make all the effort, shopping for the right clothes, getting a wig, learning how to style myself and be as femme as I can, even shaving parts of my body. Then when we meet I go to work getting dressed up as a girl, even making my best efforts doing make-up, all so a Real Man I met online and donāt really know can see me in the role of a girl and get turned on by my feminised appearance.Ā As a normally āstraightā man, it is very humiliating to present yourself to a stranger, another Man, dressed up like this. The majority of the risk of a first meeting is ours.
And then I know what is expected of me, so I start devoting myself to to orally pleasure His cock or allowing Him fuck my mouth for His dominant power trip. Or I have to turn around be totally exposed and make my tight ass hole available to Him. And it doesn't matter if its a bit uncomfortable when His cock pushes inside me, as long as He gets His pleasure. I have to keep my ass up for Him & react like a girl while He pounds me, and I have to accept that the fucking goes on as long as He wants it to.
And all while we 100% ignore my weak sex organ (my small cock). Which does not exist at all in the relationship between the Real Man and the sissy. It stays in my panties or flaps around uselessly the whole time, very unsatisfying for a 'straight' man. Instead He will use my two 'non-sexual' holes (mouth and ass) as if they were sexual parts of a woman.
In the end I know that this part will only end when He feels Heās been satisfied and He wants to orgasm, until then I just have to act along. Maybe He will cum hard while fucking my asshole and I feel totally conquered by the power of another Man orgasming inside me. Or if He decides it, I have to let Him totally degrade me by cumming all over my face, or I have to accept His sperm being pumped into my mouth and then without question swallow it so traces of His dominant male power stay inside me forever. Because in the end I have to play out whatever the Man wants and finds hot to do.
Everything - all my efforts and time and money, everything I have to accept and take in sex - is 100% for the Manās sexual pleasure in the end. And the only pleasure I can get is from knowing He is getting pleasure from using me.
No wonder only dumb bimbos let allow all this!
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I have to make all the effort, shopping for the right clothes, getting a wig, learning how to style myself and be as femme as I can, even shaving parts of my body. Then when we meet I go to work getting dressed up as a girl, even making my best efforts doing make-up, all so a Real Man I met online and donāt really know can see me in the role of a girl and get turned on by my feminised appearance.Ā As a normally āstraightā man, it is very humiliating to present yourself to a stranger, another Man, dressed up like this. The majority of the risk of a first meeting is ours.
And then I know what is expected of me, so I start devoting myself to to orally pleasure His cock or allowing Him fuck my mouth for His dominant power trip. Or I have to turn around be totally exposed and make my tight ass hole available to Him. And it doesn't matter if its a bit uncomfortable when His cock pushes inside me, as long as He gets His pleasure. I have to keep my ass up for Him & react like a girl while He pounds me, and I have to accept that the fucking goes on as long as He wants it to.
And all while we 100% ignore my weak sex organ (my small cock). Which does not exist at all in the relationship between the Real Man and the sissy. It stays in my panties or flaps around uselessly the whole time, very unsatisfying for a 'straight' man. Instead He will use my two 'non-sexual' holes (mouth and ass) as if they were sexual parts of a woman.
In the end I know that this part will only end when He feels Heās been satisfied and He wants to orgasm, until then I just have to act along. Maybe He will cum hard while fucking my asshole and I feel totally conquered by the power of another Man orgasming inside me. Or if He decides it, I have to let Him totally degrade me by cumming all over my face, or I have to accept His sperm being pumped into my mouth and then without question swallow it so traces of His dominant male power stay inside me forever. Because in the end I have to play out whatever the Man wants and finds hot to do.
Everything - all my efforts and time and money, everything I have to accept and take in sex - is 100% for the Manās sexual pleasure in the end. And the only pleasure I can get is from knowing He is getting pleasure from using me.
No wonder only dumb bimbos let allow all this!
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