Wearing panties for first time!

It started out when I was a teenager. Now in mid-40s. I really don't know how it came about. I just know I love wearing women's underwear.
I was your typical teen. Always horny and never any outlets. Except to jerk-off.I didn't have a g/f at the time. I would jerk off alot. I would use the normal stuff any guy could get their hands on. Basically stuff like dad's playboy's, penthouse, hustler, etc.
After so much of those tools, I quickly got bored and would have to find some other way to get me aroused and release my pent up young cum.
I was doing laundry in the apartment laundry room when I saw a beautiful college co-ed putting her laundry in dryer and then leave.
For some reason I was wondering what she'd look like in just underwear. Then wondering what her underwear looked like. Being young and foolish, I stop the dryer and sift through stuff till I find some panties. There were several pair. I grabbed about 3 pair and left.
I went home right away and laid them out on my bed. While looking at them, I pulled my cock out and started to jerk it. For some reason, when I cam, it was the most powerful I'd ever felt. Such power and quantity. I was lime "holy shit". After that session I went to sleep and began to dream about panties and more panties. Couldn't get them out of my mind or visions.
The next day I pull them back out. I look at them and wonder what they would feel like and look like on me. Knowing no one is gonna be home, I get naked for a stroke session. As I start rubbing myself, I decide on a pair I think I'd lie to try. After getting up the nerve, I grab a pair and slowly put my legs into them and pull them up. It's a thong/g-string thing that was really silky. My cock was getting harder just sliding them on.
Once I had them on, I couldn't believe how good they felt on me. The soft fabric containing my package and the fabric riding up my ass crack. It was the most heavenly feeling that I could imagine.
After feeling how good they fit me, I had to see what I looked like in them. I stepped over in front of the full length mirror. As I stood there looking at myself in women's panties, I start to twist, turn and somewhat pose. The small triangle in front barely covered my package, and the fabric riding between my cheeks was a sight to see.
After a few minutes admiring myself, I start rubbing my hands all over my body, especially my ass and package. My cock was so hard by this time, it's forming a wet spot on the front of my panties. After a few more minutes of rubbing, my precum started to leak through the fabric.
At this point, I'm unable to stop even thoughmy brain is telling me this is wrong. I grab my cock with panties covering my cock and start to stroke it. I'm really starting to soak them now. I say to hell with it and teach under them so I can go to town. I'm still wearing them while furiously jerkin off. I'm rubbing my hands all over myself while looking in the mirror. I'm eventually rubbing a finger up and down my ass crack. At this point I'm driving myself crazy, I'd never felt like this before. I thought to myself, I feEl good and look sexy in these.
While still stroking, I stick a finger in my mouth and get it slobbered up. Not really thinking about what I'm doing, I take that finger and push aside the fabric so I can rub my asshole. I'd never felt anything like this and it felt amazing. With my other hand, I pull it out of the panties and see that it's glistening with my precum. Still not thiking about it, I raise my hand ro my mouth to taste myself while still rubbing my hole with my finger. Doesn't taste bad and I go back to squeeze all I can out so I can get another taste.
By now Im on the edge of something I've never felt before. Feeling/looking sexy in panties, teasing my ass and tasting my cum.
After that last taste, I'm totally on fire. I go back to jerking myself, soak up my finger again, and start rubbing everything harder. The image of myself in the mirror was kinda funny but I was turned on like no other. I begin jerkin harder as I begin to feel myself edge closer. Not even realising what I'm doing, my finger slips into my hole. This is a first for me. Now I've done it I think to myself. Your fingering yourself, you must be gay. As that thought enters my brain, I begin the final stages working up to my eruption. Now I'm fingering my hole and stroking towards rhe finish line. I never knew my asshole could be so sensitive. A few more finger plunges and I'm gonna be done.
As I start to feel my orgasm coming from my balls, I start fingering harder. As I'm doing this, I start to cum. When I say cum, it was an orgasm that felt like nothing else in this world. As I'm cumming, with my finger in my ass, I begin to fill the crotch of the undies. It was such a big cum that it filled the pouch and started to run out and down my legs. After coolong down a bit, I pull my finger out and then start to rub my new cum filled panties all over my cock n balls. The warmth and ooziness were incredible.
I thought to myself, this might be something I can get into. I eventually fell asleep wearing my first pair of cum drenched panties that I created myself.
This is just the beginning with more to cum....