Melancholy

A cold November day... same as it was yesterday ...
Looks like that way tomorrow. ..
Refusing to wallow in sorrow...
Alone in my thoughts
...prism or prison, whats the difference?
...same reflection of different shit...
Time is the validation of our existence
Yet stuck in the same monochromatic box dance...
Day night weekday weekend. ..
Same thing that never ends...
Remembering the time I was happy with my life. ..
So long ago, a different life...
Yearning for friends i haven't seen
A lifetime ago of what has been...
Waiting for the future
Time for the next...
Keeps me going...
Never ending quest...