Prostitute Lyuba B how I started out as a whore ap
This is the next part of how I started my life of sex and prostitution . It is long because I write a little at a time as I remember things and I want people to have the deep details as to how I came to my decision to be lead the wonderful life I have as a career sex and party girl. This follows on from other blog
When I got home that day after meeting Julia and her special friends I was very confused a little drunk from the bar afterwards and yes sometimes angry for a moment.. I sat on my bed and stared at the wall thinking and thinking. I had always been a good girl and I was shocked that people were noticing me now and thinking of me as sexy and wanting to fuck me, But that room of men watching me smoke cigars and just sitting made realise may be I was not a wall flower anymore and my awakenings and ambitions to use sex to keep the man of my dreams when I met him was showing.to others. I was very wet and started playing thinking about it.. some of the young men were handsome and I imagined fucking one very strong looking man fucking me in my ass because I now loved it in my ass after all my toy practice. I used my biggest toy and rode on it hard in my ass and came without playing with my clitty. When I came so hard and just from a big toy in my ass I realised I should think very seriously about it if I came like that thinking about it and as long as I could control most of it I would probably like it.
I liked Julia and was shocked but so interested and turned on by her lifestyle. She was being kept by a rich powerful mafia boss and had everything she wanted. But he was married. I was not so sure I would want to be owned like that by one married man because he could just say he had a new mistress and then no flat no more clothes and lifestyle.
I did like being in the room with those men all interested in me it made very wet and nervous inside. It was a hard decision to make because my secret life of training to keep my man would not be so secret anymore and I might not be in control of who knew about it. But it was an opportunity to experience a type of lifestyle for a while that I would not see otherwise as a good girl from a good family no one would have to know it must be secret.. So I rang Julia and spoke to her about how I was shocked surprised little bit angry and also intrigued about how she started and why. She said we should meet and talk not on the phone.
We met at a bar on the opposite side of Moscow from where my parents and me lived. She said come dressed in jeans and very high stiletto heel shoes and tight top with very heavy make up and lots of cigars as we might go clubbing after we spoke. I told her I had some 10cm heels but no very high ones. She said bring my make up cigars with me and we will buy some shoes.
We arranged to meet at 8pm because the shops near the bar would be still open.
I was very nervous and excited when I was getting ready and put on very heavy make up like I always did for my secret life. I set off to meet Julia hoping to ask her what I needed to know and to make a decision the next day after thinking about what she had said. I am always careful when making big decisions and all my friends think I am too serious and sometimes boring. This was not boring! But I was careful just the same.
When we met at the bar she looked very different to last time. She was wearing a short vert short classy leather mini skirt which we Russian girls like to wear but not so expensive and a tight top cut low and skysc****r red heels and very heavy make up like mine. I thought wow! She looked great chic but more raunchy than when we met with her special friends.
We sat and started to speak about things and she said she like my outfit of tight jeans tight top etc. But she did not like my shoes. We had a drink and talked about nothing really and then she said we need to buy you some shoes. We went to shoe store near by and she said I needed very high platform heels in red! I was like what!. She said I need fun shoes for fun nights and she said tonight could be a fun night. So we bought a pair of red patent strappy shoes that I now know are stripper/whore shoes(like the black ones I wear in some of my photos) and she said keep them on. They felt very very high and took 20 mins to get used to walking in. She also said may be a short skirt would be cooler than tight jeans so we went and bought a very short leather mini skirt too.
With my new shoes and mini on we went back to the bar. We were two girls looking raunchy and men were noticing. She told me to smoke my cigars and watch the men around us. It was very empowering I took big deep inhales and I exhaled big powerful cones of smoke. All the men watched it was awesome. I was getting turned on by it.
Then after a couple of drinks and cigars for me and a few girly white long white cigarettes for her she started to talk to me. She asked me if I had thought about what had happened a few days before. I said I had and I still was unsure what to do. She then told me about how she got to meet the Mafia boss after a friend introduced her and because she had been a slut from age 14 where she lived outside Moscow she thought why not and moved into the flat in central Moscow. She said her family did not have money like mine so she thought as she liked sex so much that may be her looks and her being experienced at sex could give her a good life and also she could afford to study.
She was introduced by a friend who was older than her to the Mafia boss they were friends like we are and then she decided to go for it. I asked her what go for it meant and she said that she was told by the friend that the Mafia boss wanted her as his paid for mistress and that she had to live in the flat spend money and study and only fuck him.
I told her I wouldn’t want to be owned by one man because I did not need the money and that I wanted to experience many men and learn how to be really good at sex to be able to keep the man I want to marry very happy so he wont wander off. She laughed and said it was a good idea and that she could still help with that and that some girls were just party girls and prostitutes and were used by the group and parties for other mafia groups etc and were paid well.
It was all very confusing for me , I could be an owned mistress for a mafia boss or a prostitute, I was shocked that we would even talk about me going from good girl to secret life to learn how to keep my man ,to mistress, to party girl whore and prostitute. This was not helping me make up my mind and was even more shocking for me and I was going to say no and leave. But Julia said not to leave and by now I had had a few drinks and was a little bit drunk and I was smoking my long thin cigars one after the other and they always made me feel a little lighted headed and good so I stayed. Julia said she wanted to try one of my cigars and I lit it for her as she inhaled hard on it like I do. She coughed and spluttered as it was too strong her and she said she was amazed at how I seemed to inhale so much smoke so easily and enjoy it and then do powerful exhales. I said it was easy and I like how strong they were and I love deeply inhaling and exhale huge amounts of smoke. I thought it made me look sexy and older. She said I looked very sexy and I smoked very sexy and looked like I had been smoking cigars heavily for 20 years in a good way! I asked if that was a compliment and she said yes I looked so young and pretty yet so sexy mature in the way I smoked she said no wonder the men find me sexy it was amazing to be able to do that she said. I felt proud to be complimented by her and said I had some dark cigarettes which I always carried in case I ran out of cigars if she wanted to try them and she said yes. So I gave her a packet of More 120’s for her to try. I said they looked better and sexier than her long white girlie white ones. She laughed and agreed and said she felt very raunchy now even though the Mores were strong.
We carried on drinking and I was feeling a little drunk and went to the bathroom and when I came back she had got more drinks and was talking to another girl who was bringing the drinks. They seemed to be laughing and I joined them again. The girl smiled and said hi and said with a big smile enjoy your evening and left. By now it was gone midnight and I thought may be I should go now but still did not have enough infos.
Julia said we must drink up and talk. I thought good as I wanted to stop my confusion. She asked me about the change in me and what experience I had. We drank this drink quickly and said I saw how girls like her were popular at Uni and I knew I wanted an older man as a boyfriend but knew I would need to be great at sex to be able to keep him so I wanted to learn everything in sex secretly so no one would know not my mum not my Uni friends and then I would be ready when I met older men. I told her I watched lots of porn and knew men liked anal and so I started practising with toys hard in my ass so I would be good at it and be able to take big cocks hard in my ass.. She asked if I like it and I said I loved anal and that sometimes I came just getting fucked or toyed in my ass without rubbing my clitty. That was great she told me as all men she knew love anal and most girls do it but dont enjoy it so much. She said her boyfirend called her his little homosexual because she loved it in her ass so much. She told me it is important to be good at something kinky so you get known for it. I said that I want to be known as an anal whore and smoking blow job and deep throat girl. She asked questions like how I got the boys I fucked? I told her I went on the internet and met about 10 different ones but the were young and pretty but not very adventurous and not big. I told her the biggest I had was about 20cms and not thick so anal and deep throat was very easy. She said if I had ever had a one night stand and I said no it was not possible as I only went out with my friends and didnt wear as much make up and I was a good girl like they were and they did not know anything about my secret life I was starting and my ambitions for older men. I started out wanting to be the best at sex and keep my man now I told her I wanted to really enjoy it and I toyed my ass hard every day with big toys and loved it and wanted to try some big cocks like in porno
I was feeling less drunk now but strangely very confident and super wet and excited and full of energy I did not know why like the last drink did it to me. She told me the drink had something in it it give us energyI I was still very naive LoL.
She told me that she liked her life with her Mafia boss but he only had a medium sized cock and sex was boring and she needed more. I was surprised and asked if did anything with anyone else and she said yes but it had to be secret as he would throw her out if he found out. That is when she said if I wanted to be in any part of the lifestyle she was offering I would need to be Ok with just meeting men with her people and being told to suck or fuck them as soon as we met and she asked could I do that. I told her that with the boys from the internet I would neet for coffee for 20mins and then go and fuck. She said I bet they were all good looking and I said yes. But she said I would have to fuck ugly men too and fuck who I was told to fuck. She said it turned her on to fuck ugly men because it gave her power.
She also asked if I had ever done more than one man at a time and I said no but liked to watch porn with it in and rub myself off but I wasnt sure I could do it in real life. She smiled and quietly said dont worry you will! My pussy just poured juice and my panties were soaking.
Then she surprised me and said we were going to a club near by. I asked her which one? She said Sexton which was on this side of town. I was very shocked Sexton is an out door Motor cycle club that looks like the mad max films and was somewhere that girls like me would never go. There were all stories of what happens to good girls who go there and they get fucked and all bad things happened to them even my mum had heard about it and warned me never to go there.
She said it was all exaggerated and not to worry as she knew the main people and it was where she went for sex and that no one knew she was a mafia bosses mistress and so her man would not find out. I was shocked and excited and very horny and very confused but very confident and feeling good, that drink had definitely done something!
I wondered what would happen there. I’ll introduce you to a few of my biker friends and they’ll show us around the place and if you want you can have some fun. My head was spinning would I be able to have a one night stand? what would people think? my secret would be out what should I do? I was confused but very excited!
Julia seemed very excited and talkative and so was I and I was smoking cigar after cigar with the biggest inhales I had ever done and I felt great!. She said lets go, and I just said OK. First she said we must go to the batheroom and fix our hair and make up and one other thing. We went into the bathroom and put even more make up on and then she said “ Panties off and in your hand bag!” I asked why and she said because you wont need them when we get to the club.. I laughed nervously but was still turned on and confident and said that if we bend forward people will see our pussies and asses, She laughed really loud and said that was the point.. and people will finger us too in our cunt and our asses!! I was a little shocked to hear her use the word cunt.. but I felt me pussy get even wetter.
She just pulled her short skirt up and took off her panties in front of me and I glimpsed her shaven pussy and something shiny. She saw me looking and laughed and then opened her pussy with her fingers and there were some rings haging down from her fat wrinkly lips. Her pussy looked well used She said the rings were great and gave her pleasure and men loved them! I just stood staring and wondering how many cocks had been up her. Then she said your turn and laughed. I took my panties off and we laughed at my little bald typical asian pussy with no lips showing just a slit. I looked and laughed and said mine looked brand new and unused. We fell about laughing and then she said not for long and I felt a twinge in my stomach of excitement and fear. But I felt super confident and very turned on and ready to go! That drink was great!
We got a taxi for the ride ther and she said that when we got out of the car I must light a cigar and stand up very tall and strut and smoke as sexy and as powerful as I can and she would do the same. She said it is very important we look like arrogant bitches like to 2 queens entering their palace.. I was shocked but I agreed, I did not even know how to do that as when I went out I was never one of the out there girls! She said just follow her lead. She also told me that to have a real secret lif you needed a different name and that she is Marta at this club and I should also have one and she said how about Ella? I was surprised but passed caring I was in over my head and so why not? And that is how I got my first name in my secret life which I used for a good few years Ella it was.!!. This was becoming a very educational evening and I was about to find out how very educational it would be!
When I got home that day after meeting Julia and her special friends I was very confused a little drunk from the bar afterwards and yes sometimes angry for a moment.. I sat on my bed and stared at the wall thinking and thinking. I had always been a good girl and I was shocked that people were noticing me now and thinking of me as sexy and wanting to fuck me, But that room of men watching me smoke cigars and just sitting made realise may be I was not a wall flower anymore and my awakenings and ambitions to use sex to keep the man of my dreams when I met him was showing.to others. I was very wet and started playing thinking about it.. some of the young men were handsome and I imagined fucking one very strong looking man fucking me in my ass because I now loved it in my ass after all my toy practice. I used my biggest toy and rode on it hard in my ass and came without playing with my clitty. When I came so hard and just from a big toy in my ass I realised I should think very seriously about it if I came like that thinking about it and as long as I could control most of it I would probably like it.
I liked Julia and was shocked but so interested and turned on by her lifestyle. She was being kept by a rich powerful mafia boss and had everything she wanted. But he was married. I was not so sure I would want to be owned like that by one married man because he could just say he had a new mistress and then no flat no more clothes and lifestyle.
I did like being in the room with those men all interested in me it made very wet and nervous inside. It was a hard decision to make because my secret life of training to keep my man would not be so secret anymore and I might not be in control of who knew about it. But it was an opportunity to experience a type of lifestyle for a while that I would not see otherwise as a good girl from a good family no one would have to know it must be secret.. So I rang Julia and spoke to her about how I was shocked surprised little bit angry and also intrigued about how she started and why. She said we should meet and talk not on the phone.
We met at a bar on the opposite side of Moscow from where my parents and me lived. She said come dressed in jeans and very high stiletto heel shoes and tight top with very heavy make up and lots of cigars as we might go clubbing after we spoke. I told her I had some 10cm heels but no very high ones. She said bring my make up cigars with me and we will buy some shoes.
We arranged to meet at 8pm because the shops near the bar would be still open.
I was very nervous and excited when I was getting ready and put on very heavy make up like I always did for my secret life. I set off to meet Julia hoping to ask her what I needed to know and to make a decision the next day after thinking about what she had said. I am always careful when making big decisions and all my friends think I am too serious and sometimes boring. This was not boring! But I was careful just the same.
When we met at the bar she looked very different to last time. She was wearing a short vert short classy leather mini skirt which we Russian girls like to wear but not so expensive and a tight top cut low and skysc****r red heels and very heavy make up like mine. I thought wow! She looked great chic but more raunchy than when we met with her special friends.
We sat and started to speak about things and she said she like my outfit of tight jeans tight top etc. But she did not like my shoes. We had a drink and talked about nothing really and then she said we need to buy you some shoes. We went to shoe store near by and she said I needed very high platform heels in red! I was like what!. She said I need fun shoes for fun nights and she said tonight could be a fun night. So we bought a pair of red patent strappy shoes that I now know are stripper/whore shoes(like the black ones I wear in some of my photos) and she said keep them on. They felt very very high and took 20 mins to get used to walking in. She also said may be a short skirt would be cooler than tight jeans so we went and bought a very short leather mini skirt too.
With my new shoes and mini on we went back to the bar. We were two girls looking raunchy and men were noticing. She told me to smoke my cigars and watch the men around us. It was very empowering I took big deep inhales and I exhaled big powerful cones of smoke. All the men watched it was awesome. I was getting turned on by it.
Then after a couple of drinks and cigars for me and a few girly white long white cigarettes for her she started to talk to me. She asked me if I had thought about what had happened a few days before. I said I had and I still was unsure what to do. She then told me about how she got to meet the Mafia boss after a friend introduced her and because she had been a slut from age 14 where she lived outside Moscow she thought why not and moved into the flat in central Moscow. She said her family did not have money like mine so she thought as she liked sex so much that may be her looks and her being experienced at sex could give her a good life and also she could afford to study.
She was introduced by a friend who was older than her to the Mafia boss they were friends like we are and then she decided to go for it. I asked her what go for it meant and she said that she was told by the friend that the Mafia boss wanted her as his paid for mistress and that she had to live in the flat spend money and study and only fuck him.
I told her I wouldn’t want to be owned by one man because I did not need the money and that I wanted to experience many men and learn how to be really good at sex to be able to keep the man I want to marry very happy so he wont wander off. She laughed and said it was a good idea and that she could still help with that and that some girls were just party girls and prostitutes and were used by the group and parties for other mafia groups etc and were paid well.
It was all very confusing for me , I could be an owned mistress for a mafia boss or a prostitute, I was shocked that we would even talk about me going from good girl to secret life to learn how to keep my man ,to mistress, to party girl whore and prostitute. This was not helping me make up my mind and was even more shocking for me and I was going to say no and leave. But Julia said not to leave and by now I had had a few drinks and was a little bit drunk and I was smoking my long thin cigars one after the other and they always made me feel a little lighted headed and good so I stayed. Julia said she wanted to try one of my cigars and I lit it for her as she inhaled hard on it like I do. She coughed and spluttered as it was too strong her and she said she was amazed at how I seemed to inhale so much smoke so easily and enjoy it and then do powerful exhales. I said it was easy and I like how strong they were and I love deeply inhaling and exhale huge amounts of smoke. I thought it made me look sexy and older. She said I looked very sexy and I smoked very sexy and looked like I had been smoking cigars heavily for 20 years in a good way! I asked if that was a compliment and she said yes I looked so young and pretty yet so sexy mature in the way I smoked she said no wonder the men find me sexy it was amazing to be able to do that she said. I felt proud to be complimented by her and said I had some dark cigarettes which I always carried in case I ran out of cigars if she wanted to try them and she said yes. So I gave her a packet of More 120’s for her to try. I said they looked better and sexier than her long white girlie white ones. She laughed and agreed and said she felt very raunchy now even though the Mores were strong.
We carried on drinking and I was feeling a little drunk and went to the bathroom and when I came back she had got more drinks and was talking to another girl who was bringing the drinks. They seemed to be laughing and I joined them again. The girl smiled and said hi and said with a big smile enjoy your evening and left. By now it was gone midnight and I thought may be I should go now but still did not have enough infos.
Julia said we must drink up and talk. I thought good as I wanted to stop my confusion. She asked me about the change in me and what experience I had. We drank this drink quickly and said I saw how girls like her were popular at Uni and I knew I wanted an older man as a boyfriend but knew I would need to be great at sex to be able to keep him so I wanted to learn everything in sex secretly so no one would know not my mum not my Uni friends and then I would be ready when I met older men. I told her I watched lots of porn and knew men liked anal and so I started practising with toys hard in my ass so I would be good at it and be able to take big cocks hard in my ass.. She asked if I like it and I said I loved anal and that sometimes I came just getting fucked or toyed in my ass without rubbing my clitty. That was great she told me as all men she knew love anal and most girls do it but dont enjoy it so much. She said her boyfirend called her his little homosexual because she loved it in her ass so much. She told me it is important to be good at something kinky so you get known for it. I said that I want to be known as an anal whore and smoking blow job and deep throat girl. She asked questions like how I got the boys I fucked? I told her I went on the internet and met about 10 different ones but the were young and pretty but not very adventurous and not big. I told her the biggest I had was about 20cms and not thick so anal and deep throat was very easy. She said if I had ever had a one night stand and I said no it was not possible as I only went out with my friends and didnt wear as much make up and I was a good girl like they were and they did not know anything about my secret life I was starting and my ambitions for older men. I started out wanting to be the best at sex and keep my man now I told her I wanted to really enjoy it and I toyed my ass hard every day with big toys and loved it and wanted to try some big cocks like in porno
I was feeling less drunk now but strangely very confident and super wet and excited and full of energy I did not know why like the last drink did it to me. She told me the drink had something in it it give us energyI I was still very naive LoL.
She told me that she liked her life with her Mafia boss but he only had a medium sized cock and sex was boring and she needed more. I was surprised and asked if did anything with anyone else and she said yes but it had to be secret as he would throw her out if he found out. That is when she said if I wanted to be in any part of the lifestyle she was offering I would need to be Ok with just meeting men with her people and being told to suck or fuck them as soon as we met and she asked could I do that. I told her that with the boys from the internet I would neet for coffee for 20mins and then go and fuck. She said I bet they were all good looking and I said yes. But she said I would have to fuck ugly men too and fuck who I was told to fuck. She said it turned her on to fuck ugly men because it gave her power.
She also asked if I had ever done more than one man at a time and I said no but liked to watch porn with it in and rub myself off but I wasnt sure I could do it in real life. She smiled and quietly said dont worry you will! My pussy just poured juice and my panties were soaking.
Then she surprised me and said we were going to a club near by. I asked her which one? She said Sexton which was on this side of town. I was very shocked Sexton is an out door Motor cycle club that looks like the mad max films and was somewhere that girls like me would never go. There were all stories of what happens to good girls who go there and they get fucked and all bad things happened to them even my mum had heard about it and warned me never to go there.
She said it was all exaggerated and not to worry as she knew the main people and it was where she went for sex and that no one knew she was a mafia bosses mistress and so her man would not find out. I was shocked and excited and very horny and very confused but very confident and feeling good, that drink had definitely done something!
I wondered what would happen there. I’ll introduce you to a few of my biker friends and they’ll show us around the place and if you want you can have some fun. My head was spinning would I be able to have a one night stand? what would people think? my secret would be out what should I do? I was confused but very excited!
Julia seemed very excited and talkative and so was I and I was smoking cigar after cigar with the biggest inhales I had ever done and I felt great!. She said lets go, and I just said OK. First she said we must go to the batheroom and fix our hair and make up and one other thing. We went into the bathroom and put even more make up on and then she said “ Panties off and in your hand bag!” I asked why and she said because you wont need them when we get to the club.. I laughed nervously but was still turned on and confident and said that if we bend forward people will see our pussies and asses, She laughed really loud and said that was the point.. and people will finger us too in our cunt and our asses!! I was a little shocked to hear her use the word cunt.. but I felt me pussy get even wetter.
She just pulled her short skirt up and took off her panties in front of me and I glimpsed her shaven pussy and something shiny. She saw me looking and laughed and then opened her pussy with her fingers and there were some rings haging down from her fat wrinkly lips. Her pussy looked well used She said the rings were great and gave her pleasure and men loved them! I just stood staring and wondering how many cocks had been up her. Then she said your turn and laughed. I took my panties off and we laughed at my little bald typical asian pussy with no lips showing just a slit. I looked and laughed and said mine looked brand new and unused. We fell about laughing and then she said not for long and I felt a twinge in my stomach of excitement and fear. But I felt super confident and very turned on and ready to go! That drink was great!
We got a taxi for the ride ther and she said that when we got out of the car I must light a cigar and stand up very tall and strut and smoke as sexy and as powerful as I can and she would do the same. She said it is very important we look like arrogant bitches like to 2 queens entering their palace.. I was shocked but I agreed, I did not even know how to do that as when I went out I was never one of the out there girls! She said just follow her lead. She also told me that to have a real secret lif you needed a different name and that she is Marta at this club and I should also have one and she said how about Ella? I was surprised but passed caring I was in over my head and so why not? And that is how I got my first name in my secret life which I used for a good few years Ella it was.!!. This was becoming a very educational evening and I was about to find out how very educational it would be!
6 years ago
