Girlfriend finds my heels.

Well, it had to happen...I have too much stuff and sooner or later I was going to mess up.
On Sunday 22nd April 2018, I did.
I left my Mary Jane 6 inch glossy heels out ...left in towel area (no idea why) and she then quizzed me before going on her afternoon shift.

I was stunned. Embarrassed. Thinking to deny it but couldn't think of any plausible story.
Later, she called from her shift and I admitted it. They were mine. She laughed, "I can't believe it!" she exclaimed. Waves of relief from me. "I want to see you in them" she said.

So, that's where we are now. One pair of my heel collection is out. Proudly sitting next to my male shoes.

I've not dressed up since. She doesn't know about my wardrobe. She's made a comment about hoping I'm not wearing makeup, so it's not plain sailing here.

Next steps? Will wear them for her. No sure if I should wear my suspenders stockings too. Maybe not. I'm loving it but it could go badly.

I'll write here soon.

Rachel xx

[Update 25/4]
Wore my shoes for her. She said, "cute!" and then sucked me off. So far, so good. Stockings and skirt next. Hope she approves too :))

[Update 28/4]

Well, I came out...just wearing my skirt, suspenders and heels. No top, no make-up etc. Thought that'd be too much. She was obviously shocked. But she was also supportive and pleased I had confided in her. We discussed things for quite a while. She asked if I was "gay". No dear, I'm not gay. She asked if I had tops to cross dress, "Yes" I do. Asked about make-up and I decided not to reveal that yet. I just said, I'm thinking to try, but I'll need a wig too. I though it was going ok...then she came out and said: "We have a 4 yr old daughter, I don't want her to find out - Can you please stop?"

So there you have it :(

I might keep my stuff in a locked suitcase, she's ok with that, but if she won't allow me to x-dress, then I don't see the point of keeping my latex. I think I'm going to have to delete my profile here too. I can understand her request, but it's not easy - sigh -
Published by rachel_latex_cd
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 5 months ago
to pantyhoseislife : You're blessed to have a wife like that! Mine knows I dress but she's never seen Rachel and not involved. I think she's missing out ,eh?
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pantyhoseislife
pantyhoseislife 5 months ago
keep it in the bedroom during sex or when you go to a hotel for a sex trip. Thats what we do. My wife puts pantyhose on my every time we have sex. I don't even ask anymore. She says did you pick out a pair you want to wear, I had them to her and she puts them on me. I wear babydolls too, she wants me to wear heals the next time we stay at a hotel. Can't wait
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Mamfisto
Mamfisto 7 months ago
Loveley poor Rachel-hun ....   u can polish a thurt till it blinks like chromed, but at the end of the day ....

a lie stays a lie & could never been a solid base for a openminded qeer-engagement!!! It could probably work for a while but allways lieing, hiding, disapearing & cheating ... is not what u deserve my dear!!! Choose the rightway for YOU honney!! Good luck 2 U!

1000KISSES4UUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,................................... :heart:
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 1 year ago
Agreed. I feel a lot better knowing she knows.
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Isisbane
Isisbane 1 year ago
to rachel_latex_cd : Careful what you wish for Rachel my dear friend.  
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Isisbane
Isisbane 1 year ago
to rachel_latex_cd : I love that your hobbie much like my last few girlfriends will never understand why we need to do this one thing I have learned is I will always choose Susan over any other she is part of me and I need her
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 2 years ago
to silverwlf-39 : That;s freakin; awesome!!!
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silverwlf-39
silverwlf-39 2 years ago
to rachel_latex_cd : Buy it For her! =) Not a CD here but dream of being fucked . Finally mentioned it and my wife wants to make me her bitch now! So we're buying one this weekend!
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 2 years ago
to Donna8421 : Thx! No change. She knows I dress as a girl but she's never seen Rachel! She's missing out I think.
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Donna8421
Donna8421 2 years ago
Similar story here too. No easy solution but I see you are still online. Hope it’s worked out somehow. ❤️
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1roberta
1roberta 3 years ago
Similar occurrence in my home.  It's tough but don't purge.  I've done it 3 times before and it won't take away your desire to dress up.
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Lauraberkeley
Lauraberkeley 5 years ago
I can understand her reaction, just be careful who see you, but pls pls don’t give up , ur lovely xx
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 5 years ago
to Syrah : Thx me dear.  She's still with me...but not supportive for my "Hobby" as she calls it.
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Syrah
Syrah 5 years ago
When I told my wife she left me. Best of luck for you both. 
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to fuckbuddy1 : Thx my dear. Wish she would get that strap on but not happening, unfortunately
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fuckbuddy1
fuckbuddy1 6 years ago
Good luck!
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fuckbuddy1
fuckbuddy1 6 years ago
Why dont you suggest the two of you get a hotel - childcare arrangements permitting - it sounds as though she is open to you crossdressing? You might find that she wants to take a strapon to you! 
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to MB81CD : Kisses to you. Yes, we're still talking. She's understanding about the whole X dressing. But she is still firm about not whilst we have a kid in the house. Not sure if there's wiggle room there. You have been through it yourself. I would definitely want to X dress with my gf. But still unsure of the road ahead. I think we are stronger because of this...yes definitely so. More soon xx
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to BeehiveTV : Thanks my dear. We're still talking and she's still a bit stunned. Maybe compromise can be reached but not sure.
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MB81CD
MB81CD 6 years ago
Mate it's not the end. If you truly love each other while it is difficult you should come out fully. Discuss it in its entirety. I can understand the implications with a child and how it may go for the child as at 4 their minds are not developed. But don't just stop. Keep talking to her. Don't keep it secret and I'm sure you can work it out. You can even get professional help to help you both as a couple. Be patient, be open and don't get all closed up about it. Before my ex and I got together we were learning about each other and over a few bottles of wine we shared each others darkest secret. She went first then I told here about my whole crossdressing and all the struggles. She was so supportive and even bought me quality fish nets and suspenders from her work for Christmas that year. My one mistake was not dressing up with her after that. Trust me mate just give it time but don't keep it secret. The secrecy will hurt you and your family.
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BeehiveTV
BeehiveTV 6 years ago
Very tough. I xdressed for many years before marriage. Only about 4x since in 22 years, and 2 of those were on trips. It's a hard habit to put off so long. It would be great to have 1 day/month where you slept at a hotel and dressed. A bit of an expense, but perhaps manageable. I hope you are able to work something out. Keep us informed, please. Best of luck.
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kgbcd 6 years ago
Would love to offer some sage advice but I don’t have any. Like others have mentioned give it time and see what happens and don’t do anything rash like throwing out your latex!  Good luck Rachel....
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
Yes, I'll keep it for now...see what happens in the next few days....
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to kara1970tv : Thanks my dear. That means a lot to me. I won't retire my account yet. Let's see what happens in the next few days.
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kara1970tv
kara1970tv 6 years ago
rachel, please just give it time for it all to sink in. being the rachel side of you is who you are inside .... you can't change that, and most likely do not want to. store everything away, keep your accounts ... you would regret any rash decisions. your clothes are gorgeous, and you look stunning ... as long as your partner can understand that to have you 100% means to also have rachel, and that there is no threat to your relationship, then the situation can move onto one with more understanding and acceptance (I hope!) stay safe and happy, and stay being the wonderful girl you clearly are, rachel. with love and hugs, kara xxx 
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Deanna_Lowe757
sorry to hear that Mistress, good luck to you in the future...kisses
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to dp13somparts : Really hope so. She wore that purple leather skirt today. I tried it on but it's size 12 and I'm a 16. I'd love to see her in more if those... she'll see me in my own skirt soon.
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
Thanks honey x. I'm going to wear stockings and skirt next. Will write it up here x
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dp13somparts
dp13somparts 6 years ago
so glad to hear that it is going well for you, hope it gets even better
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rachel_latex_cd
rachel_latex_cd Publisher 6 years ago
to kgbcd : Yes, honesty but drip-fed honesty for me. If I tell her everything she'll freak out. Just look at my pics here. I don't think she would cope, so I'm going to slowly release to her. I really hope she accepts my dressing and the thought of cross dressed sex with her blows my mind. xxx
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