Memories

My partner of three years has always known in a bi crossdresser yet because of horrible past experiences i was unwilling to explore my sexuality with her. Partly the idea she had said of seeing me being fucked by another man bothered her. I took this to mean it repulsed her, but after talking about it in more depth ,she meant she was worried about seeing me in pain or discomfort. I decided to try some role play with her where we would exchange the power between us ,she would be dominant and i unassertive then vice versa. So she would text me tell me to be dressed and ready to meet her at a certain time. I would have to walk out to her car then she would drive to a cinema car park or a large supermarket then order me to fill the car with fuel or have me walk to surrounding bushes and bend over to look for a pair of shoes or even a sex toy she had left for me to find. bending over would expose my stockings and panties to anyone who happened to be passing . We would then visit laybys and parking places for truckers and i would be ordered to stand in front of the glare of the car headlights and change my panties, all while a truck would be parked up nearby so that if the driver happened to look in his mirror he would see my bare bottom as i peeled one pair of panties down and clambered into a pair with an open crotch. She would meanwhile be saying what would happen if a driver saw me and decided my arse was worth fucking she would take photos to show to other parked up motorists to see if they too would like a turn shagging my exposed behind. Recently she has made me choose a strap on cock for her to try fucking me with. I picked out a six inch vac u lock strap on which has arrived and she has told me will be tried out on my arse this weekend, whether this will be in public or not i don't yet know.