How it all started

I've never desired such sexual needs. Ive always kept things hidden in my life. It all started when i found an unexpected toy in my ex girlfriends dresser. I pulled it out and my body felt fuzzy. I jelly purple dildo with suction cup. Nervous that ive never felt this pleasure. I stuck it on the wall got on my knees and started sucking it wishing it were an actual man so i can hear the pleasure in my doings. As i get sloppy for it, my tight asshole is trobbing craving for me to instert this dildo in my ass. I say to my self " is this something i really want to do " as i stare at the dildo dripping with my saliva i start to undress my self. Now naked i put on some of my exgirlfriends lingerie. It fit so right. I grab the lube and i pour it all over my ass and my new found friend. " im ready " i told my self. As i shove it in my ass i moan so loud. " omg " " fuck me " im moaning. As i start to get used to the sensation of a dildo in my ass my legs start shaking. Im loving every inch of it. I start to fuck it harder. My ass is clapping on the wall. " awe awe awe " im losing breath. Im jerking my cock off still shaking loving this feeling of a cock inside me. " omg im going to cum " i yell as if some one was there. I keep pounding my ass. I keep strocking faster and faster fucking my ass harder and harder. I yell one final time a big roar! As i cum all over the floor still fucking my ass with the dildo. As i finish cumming I realized that i loved every bit of it. Secretely through my relationship with her id use her toys. From the vibrators, butt plug, anal beads, and best of all that purple jelly dildo. I always wanted to thank her for having everything that set me off to this lifestyle. But i didnt want her to think of me different so here it is thank you so much exgirlfriend.