Public humiliation to amuse my owner

i have been instructed that when i get home tonight i am required to make a video to show how pathetic and small my disgusting little dick was and how it could never please anyone so i am forever going to be locked up in chastity permanently and the only way that i will ever have sex again is as a fuck hole for my owner i am required show on video my owners big black dildo that i will be brutally fucked with and any night my owner doesn't fuck me with it i am to fuck myself with it so that i am always fucked hard every day to remind me of what i was too small to ever do and so that i am always streched wide enough that i can always accommodate her big black dildo and i am to use a bowl to collect and eat anything that dribbles out of my worthless little dick when i am fucked i am also supposed to ask for input on other ways to publicly humiliate me and torment my pathetic little dick that has led me to becoming her dickless slut property forever