Breaking Black
I am so sorry I am so far behind on posting your confessions. This one is hot and kind of intense. But it made my pussy wet.
Some people know parts of it, but I don't think I've ever told anyone or thought of the whole story that happened to me about black men. When I graduated college, i got a really good job, and it was amazing to have so much money. I lived in New York with a girlfriend from college and we were really living it up. We started to try coke, and it became a regular thing with us. After a year, i was into it a little too much. I was making a lot of money for a girl in her 20s, but i started to have problems. It was especially for buying coke. I got behind with my dealer, this really big black guy they called Fire. He never said too much, but I always thought he was angry. One time he said to me he couldn't front me anymore coke, because I was too far behind. I was begging him, and he wouldn't do anything. For three days I called him, and I would go to where he lived in Brooklyn and beg him. He was getting really annoyed with me, but he finally told me bitch, if you want me to help you out, help me out. I had no idea, but he said i had to let him fuck me however he wanted, and he would front me more coke. I was disgusted, but I really wanted the coke. So I let this guy fuck me and I did not like it. He fucked me like he didn't care and had no connection to me. just pounding me. but i kept letting him, because i needed it.i had never done anal before, and eventually he demanded fucking me in the ass. I also started not to want to fuck the guy i sometimes hooked up with. sex just became this weird issue.
but when i did hook up with another white guy, it was so boring. i started to realize i liked being fucked by Fire. i started to get my finances under control, but i kept fucking him. I also realized i couldn't keep doing coke, so after about six months, i was able to gradually quit. i thought it would be weird to keep fucking him, but he never reacted to anything. but i realized i only wanted to be with black men. my roommate thought it was weird, but i never told her the real reason. It's just a different thing with black men, and i love it.
Some people know parts of it, but I don't think I've ever told anyone or thought of the whole story that happened to me about black men. When I graduated college, i got a really good job, and it was amazing to have so much money. I lived in New York with a girlfriend from college and we were really living it up. We started to try coke, and it became a regular thing with us. After a year, i was into it a little too much. I was making a lot of money for a girl in her 20s, but i started to have problems. It was especially for buying coke. I got behind with my dealer, this really big black guy they called Fire. He never said too much, but I always thought he was angry. One time he said to me he couldn't front me anymore coke, because I was too far behind. I was begging him, and he wouldn't do anything. For three days I called him, and I would go to where he lived in Brooklyn and beg him. He was getting really annoyed with me, but he finally told me bitch, if you want me to help you out, help me out. I had no idea, but he said i had to let him fuck me however he wanted, and he would front me more coke. I was disgusted, but I really wanted the coke. So I let this guy fuck me and I did not like it. He fucked me like he didn't care and had no connection to me. just pounding me. but i kept letting him, because i needed it.i had never done anal before, and eventually he demanded fucking me in the ass. I also started not to want to fuck the guy i sometimes hooked up with. sex just became this weird issue.
but when i did hook up with another white guy, it was so boring. i started to realize i liked being fucked by Fire. i started to get my finances under control, but i kept fucking him. I also realized i couldn't keep doing coke, so after about six months, i was able to gradually quit. i thought it would be weird to keep fucking him, but he never reacted to anything. but i realized i only wanted to be with black men. my roommate thought it was weird, but i never told her the real reason. It's just a different thing with black men, and i love it.
11 years ago
