Confessions to a stranger
I went out for drinks with a friend this weekend in London. He had to leave early, and I said I'm just going to finish my beer and get the next train home. Which was my honest intention.
As I stood there, sipping my drink eyeing up the room, I watched a hot blonde leave her group of friends and as she ordered drinks I made some small talk, pretty pathetic to be honest and she smiled politely and clearly had no interest in me. Just a random guy at the bar, jeans and black T-shirt. I offered to help carry some drinks back for her and she accepted I assume because it made sense to do so and nothing else. She said thanks and I made a joke about getting a job here. The table of friends said thanks and I went back to the bar.
I thought I would have one more drink. And it's something I've started doing, and if you're like me then I totally recommend doing this. Ask the bar man for the most girly drink he has. It always strikes up a bit of a conversation and it's just fun. He gave me a number of different options and I joked saying as long as it's pink and has an umbrella. At that moment a girl from the table, tall with dark hair and long long legs took me by surprise. 'That looks nice' she said, smiling, and walked over to the bathroom. When she came out I held the drink out to her in a manner that was meant to say 'cheers'. But she read it as an offer to try it. She took a sip, we talked and she introduced herself as Lou and I as chris. She said it was short for Louise, and I said mine was short for... Crystal. And that was it, it was the easiest thing to say.
Her interest picked up in me and she clearly had a lot of new questions that just popped into her head. We made small talk about the girly drink and I joked saying it matched my panties. She laughed and said 'show me'. So I pulled down my jeans an inch or two and revealed the pink cotton. She asked about my sexuality and I explained the journey that I'm on. She told me she prefers women and before I knew it we were like two old friends at the bar chatting about what we like and don't like. At this point I thought, well I have nothing to lose here, so logged into xhamster and showed her my liked videos. I thought it was then up to her if she wanted to check them or not. I turned down the volume and she took my phone. She selected a video and giggled, checking around us the whole time like naughty school girls. She selected another video and another. She said she had never seen anything like this but agreed that it was all hot.
She apologised and said that she should re join her friends, but before she did, she put her number in my phone and said let's continue this conversation another time, before giving me an air kiss and briskly skipping off to her table. I finished the last drops of my drink and I could see everyone looking at me and giggling, I waved and said goodbye. Making my way home. I've been thinking about it every day since and how liberating it was just to be myself with someone like this. Confessing to a stranger is so much fun!
But I haven't messaged her yet, as I don't really know what to say.
As I stood there, sipping my drink eyeing up the room, I watched a hot blonde leave her group of friends and as she ordered drinks I made some small talk, pretty pathetic to be honest and she smiled politely and clearly had no interest in me. Just a random guy at the bar, jeans and black T-shirt. I offered to help carry some drinks back for her and she accepted I assume because it made sense to do so and nothing else. She said thanks and I made a joke about getting a job here. The table of friends said thanks and I went back to the bar.
I thought I would have one more drink. And it's something I've started doing, and if you're like me then I totally recommend doing this. Ask the bar man for the most girly drink he has. It always strikes up a bit of a conversation and it's just fun. He gave me a number of different options and I joked saying as long as it's pink and has an umbrella. At that moment a girl from the table, tall with dark hair and long long legs took me by surprise. 'That looks nice' she said, smiling, and walked over to the bathroom. When she came out I held the drink out to her in a manner that was meant to say 'cheers'. But she read it as an offer to try it. She took a sip, we talked and she introduced herself as Lou and I as chris. She said it was short for Louise, and I said mine was short for... Crystal. And that was it, it was the easiest thing to say.
Her interest picked up in me and she clearly had a lot of new questions that just popped into her head. We made small talk about the girly drink and I joked saying it matched my panties. She laughed and said 'show me'. So I pulled down my jeans an inch or two and revealed the pink cotton. She asked about my sexuality and I explained the journey that I'm on. She told me she prefers women and before I knew it we were like two old friends at the bar chatting about what we like and don't like. At this point I thought, well I have nothing to lose here, so logged into xhamster and showed her my liked videos. I thought it was then up to her if she wanted to check them or not. I turned down the volume and she took my phone. She selected a video and giggled, checking around us the whole time like naughty school girls. She selected another video and another. She said she had never seen anything like this but agreed that it was all hot.
She apologised and said that she should re join her friends, but before she did, she put her number in my phone and said let's continue this conversation another time, before giving me an air kiss and briskly skipping off to her table. I finished the last drops of my drink and I could see everyone looking at me and giggling, I waved and said goodbye. Making my way home. I've been thinking about it every day since and how liberating it was just to be myself with someone like this. Confessing to a stranger is so much fun!
But I haven't messaged her yet, as I don't really know what to say.
6 months ago
