Relapse part 2 or 3

Hi. It’s hard to tell because I meant to write more about last time where after I came I decided just to bring the toys with me in the shower. No problem except as I was soaping myself up my fingers easily slipped into my well fucked pussy…while I was looking at the 10 inch dildo. Next thing I know I am squirting cream rinse onto it and sliding that thing back in my hole. No porn. Just pure cock lust. Hot water running over my head and back, my foot up on the bench and my slutty ass in the air taking 10 inches of rubber cock deep and hard. I was inexplicably happy with myself knowing I can fuck big dicks if I want to. No shame…pride.

So today it happened again, except those big dildos had almost no trouble sliding in and opening me up. I am starting to think that maybe I really am a cock whore. There doesn’t seem to be anyway to stop this slide down the rabbit hole and honestly, I am not sure I want this to stop. I like a long dong sliding deep into my ass just a little too much to give it up. I was shoving that thing in and I wasn’t even hard most of the time. It was the male voice saying you need more fucking when I had a cock in my ass and one down my throat that made me cum.

am I in trouble?