Masturbating and my orgasms

Bit of a variation of the masturbation Q&A that seems to be around here, just a few words to describe what turns me on how I get off

I only masturbate once or twice a week, I try to record each time and then see if it's good enough to put on here, sometimes it isn't so to the recycle bin it goes. I do make sure however that I have plenty of time to get myself hard, make my cock ooze pre-cum and then to wank slowly getting more and more turned on watching cd's, trans, guys wanking, big milfs, handjobs, stripteases, almost anything on here except pain!
This can last 2 hours or more, every so often turning the camera on to show how far I am getting towards cumming, have done longer but need to have a proper break, tricky when starting as I want to cum there and then.
I like to wank lying down or sitting, kneeling gives me long orgasms but my knee's feet don't like it lol there's nothing like the feeling of a hand around my cock or a hard cock in my hands, whichever way you like to see it lol
My own fantasies.... handjobs, love watching and receiving them don't care watching a guy or trans or woman giving one, love to see a cock explode with a good handjob, especially when I can see all of the participants, such a turn on to see how excited each person gets, that's why I show all of me, hopefully it's more exciting and sexy to see how I get turned and how I look when I cum
CFNM too, so want to wank off with a woman looking on getting turned on as I jerk off whilst she is still clothed, well, maybe wearing a bra and skirt with her legs crossed, the sight of a woman wearing a nice skirt showing a hint of thigh or a nice bra under a shirt is to me way sexier than some big star doing anal and always stirs my cock and makes me stroke it from top to bottom
I so try to keep my cock right on the edge that for much of the videos I make I'm only a dozen or so strokes from cumming, I try so hard to keep from cumming but get so far and nothing stops my hand from rubbing it faster that I can't keep it in and as my cock head gets so big and I can feel the cum rising from my balls up my cock I don't care about anything else except my cock, I'm a slave to it and I admit it, watching it spurt cum just adds to it :)