Feminization / Porn / GF&SC Update :)
Hi
I'm never sure if these things just come across as terribly self absorbed or if people are interested. I occasionally get requests to post an update to the GF&SC plan / feminization plan, so I thought I would give it a shot : )
I'll admit it now. I havent sucked a cock : ( I havent been to fetish clubs D: That was all supposed to be July, but shit kept happening to either get in the way or make me hard bail and so, so far, no stiffies for Lucy. The interview process continues haha.
Otherwise I mostly achieved everything on the original plan with weight loss, getting outfits, perfume, jewellery, making little porn gifs and fully feminizing, including movement, posture and a little voice training (the results of which you can sort of hear in my "posting a little more porn" video). I've got a few different looks and wigs that I like, but the one that is most "Lucy" is the blonde. That's the one that makes me feel the most "me".
The booty shaping went out the window ?
Chastity is near permanent including sleeping and I feel naked without it. I spend most of every day plugged, obviously taking hygiene breaks. I do need some maintenance edging or I get low, which disappoints the super strict daddies and makes them punish me sometimes : ) But the edging does make me hornier and more likely to give them slutty pictures, so theres that... ?
I took a (conservatively-dressed) visit into town during the day as Lucy and loved it. It felt very freeing and positive, sashaying down the street and hearing my high heels click on the pavement. I did suddenly realise why a gurl friend of mine suggested some flats, because it wasn't long before my feet were utterly killing. Women, fair play to you, I don't know how you do it haha x I also did some naughty slutwalks, ordered by another lovely user (Thank you Miss Holly), in stockings, suspenders, a short skirt, my boobs, a crop-type jumper and sparkly sandals, inspired by the likes of Midnightminx and SunnyBunny, two of my absolute most favourite public exposure sissies. Its a fetish that REALLY tickles my brain and always has done and I hope to have their bravery one day.
I bought myself a fuck machine and some new toys in search of the elusive sissygasm, no luck yet, but the size of toy that will happily snake its way up there has gradually increased. Getting ploughed by 10 inches of thick meat, even if its rubber, really makes you feel like a woman, especially the smooth way the machine does it.
I really enjoy making porn. It feels like my most popular stuff is the daddy focused stuff? I think most sissies have the desire to be in porn, to be in a gangbang, to feel lots of cocks and sexual attention, to be a total slut. Ive met lots of nice daddies who tickle my brain in lovely ways and make me want to do it more, telling me about all the lewd things they've done with their sissies over the years. Sometimes even video evidence : ) I love to be encouraged and helped with my motivation, something which the lack of recent videos indicates has been less in supply lately : ( With it taking 3 hours to do makeup alone and all the other sissy maintenance, sometimes just getting up and doing it can feel like a battle, even though I feel high as a kite when I do it.
I discovered that I REALLY like Daddies. A certain type really gets me going. Like, all of me. Not just horny. All the bits <3
I really struggle photographically. I have an old google pixel smartphone that seems to take terrible photos, distorting shapes and colours, and a lighting situation in my home that doesn't really lend itself to making hot porn. It might be time to invest in a proper lighting and camera setup but I have no idea what to go for or how to use it. Anyone wanna help??
I am at the stage of starting to flesh out my bedroom wardrobe so I can finally pose it up with a bit more skin on display. A nice harness lingerie set from amazon was my favourite buy (piccie: https://matrix.redditspace.com/_matrix/media/r0/download/reddit.com/0xgrgazcqnib1 ), and I am looking at buying a few pairs of PLEASER heels and boots. A nice pink bimbo look is in the plan. My toy cuddly unicorn and a dummy came today. Note Im not into the whole adult baby, frilly bonnet, satin outfit deal, I just like the cutesy TS bimbo look haha. WOLLIP from reddit is kind of my Queen and she rocks the cuddly toy aesthetic nicely whilst inspiring endless stiff cocks.
Anyway thats probably way too long already. Maybe I need to create another 6 month plan to take me up to February. I definitely want to focus on toning and building some nice feminine abs a la Emma Rose. I want to work on getting more feminine booty proportions. I want to work on voice and maybe do some voiced over sissy hypno and even mistress type stuff. Mainly I want to inspire even more erections and give men a nice sexy voice to ...'listen' to ;) . Fetish clubs, real cock, and Lucy's anal cherry all need to be SAFELY factored into the plan too.
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For anyone who wanted to keep me honest, heres the original plan with whether or not I did it:
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Only cum with something in my ass - 90% of the time
Always eat cum - 90% of the time? Especially if edging
On days where I have a free day tomorrow, sleep with cage and stockings on. KIND OF. Wearing stockings in bed actually super sucks and feels horrible. I do sleep caged and usually plugged. I wear silky jim-jams and cami style nightclothes. I usually wake up feeling pretty sissy.
Buy butt plugs DONE
Buy wig DONE - several
Hoop earrings - DONE, several plus a ot of other jewellery
Chastity straps - DONE
Check xhamster every day - Always x
Only cum every other day with chastity and ass fucking in between. This was a naughty goal for a sissy lol. Im mostly in chastity so my cumming is regulated. I like to edge to stop me getting bored and unhappy, and also plugging.
Fuck trainer - Didnt do. Spanks for Lucy x
If cumming more than once in a day, save it and watch britney cum trainer. Use toy with cum in mouth. Wasnt cumming so couldnt, but I always eat my ruined orgasms.
Fuck ass every day - Mostly. This needs to carry over into a future plan to do this more.
Sleep in chastity and stockings, dildos and lub next to bed. Cant remember why I wrote this twice, but I do have a dildo next to the bed for deepthroat training.
January 2023
Caged when its practical - ALWAYS
Stockings when its practical - TOO UNCOMFORTABLE AND IMPRACTICAL. I do wear panties all the time, have no boy pants, am always caged and sometimes wear bras.
Shaved with landing strip - ALWAYS.
01/05/23: Lose enough weight to get definition (6 months) - ALMOST. Aim was to get from 83kg to 65kg, I got almost to my weight goal and plateaud at 67kg. After a break I am back on the train now though and doing strength stuff to build some sissy muscle in the right place, booty, abs x
https://xhamster.com/videos/body-exercises-for-trans-5037962 - DIDNT DO THIS. Was just too much. Starting today!
Get boobs DONE, 2 pairs
Get wigs DONE - 6
Shave ALWAYS
Buy makeup DONE - I am fully out as a crossdresser to boots now lol
Learn to apply it DONE
Lighting? TBD
Camera? TBD
Research looks and outfits DONE / ONGOING, BUILDING SLUT WARDROBE
Buy complete outfits x3
Classic Little Black Dress too + very elegant back lingerie to go with. Something more everyday too. MULTIPLE OUTFITS
May 2023: Post short gifs to reddit to see reaction. DONE, went well :)
Post vids to xhamster - NOT DONE, NEED TO VERIFY
Post vids to pornhub - NOT DONE
Streaming? - NOT DOING YET
May 2023: Find clubs and gloryholes on tvchix and go to them. NOT DONE
Squirt.org
Heaven? (club)
Watch at first.
Then hand jobs.
Then sucking.
Then fucking.
Swingers parties? NOT DONE
June 2023:
24/7 chastity with plug and lingerie. CHASTITY YES, LINGERIE NO. The latter is just kind of impractical and not comfy.
I'm never sure if these things just come across as terribly self absorbed or if people are interested. I occasionally get requests to post an update to the GF&SC plan / feminization plan, so I thought I would give it a shot : )
I'll admit it now. I havent sucked a cock : ( I havent been to fetish clubs D: That was all supposed to be July, but shit kept happening to either get in the way or make me hard bail and so, so far, no stiffies for Lucy. The interview process continues haha.
Otherwise I mostly achieved everything on the original plan with weight loss, getting outfits, perfume, jewellery, making little porn gifs and fully feminizing, including movement, posture and a little voice training (the results of which you can sort of hear in my "posting a little more porn" video). I've got a few different looks and wigs that I like, but the one that is most "Lucy" is the blonde. That's the one that makes me feel the most "me".
The booty shaping went out the window ?
Chastity is near permanent including sleeping and I feel naked without it. I spend most of every day plugged, obviously taking hygiene breaks. I do need some maintenance edging or I get low, which disappoints the super strict daddies and makes them punish me sometimes : ) But the edging does make me hornier and more likely to give them slutty pictures, so theres that... ?
I took a (conservatively-dressed) visit into town during the day as Lucy and loved it. It felt very freeing and positive, sashaying down the street and hearing my high heels click on the pavement. I did suddenly realise why a gurl friend of mine suggested some flats, because it wasn't long before my feet were utterly killing. Women, fair play to you, I don't know how you do it haha x I also did some naughty slutwalks, ordered by another lovely user (Thank you Miss Holly), in stockings, suspenders, a short skirt, my boobs, a crop-type jumper and sparkly sandals, inspired by the likes of Midnightminx and SunnyBunny, two of my absolute most favourite public exposure sissies. Its a fetish that REALLY tickles my brain and always has done and I hope to have their bravery one day.
I bought myself a fuck machine and some new toys in search of the elusive sissygasm, no luck yet, but the size of toy that will happily snake its way up there has gradually increased. Getting ploughed by 10 inches of thick meat, even if its rubber, really makes you feel like a woman, especially the smooth way the machine does it.
I really enjoy making porn. It feels like my most popular stuff is the daddy focused stuff? I think most sissies have the desire to be in porn, to be in a gangbang, to feel lots of cocks and sexual attention, to be a total slut. Ive met lots of nice daddies who tickle my brain in lovely ways and make me want to do it more, telling me about all the lewd things they've done with their sissies over the years. Sometimes even video evidence : ) I love to be encouraged and helped with my motivation, something which the lack of recent videos indicates has been less in supply lately : ( With it taking 3 hours to do makeup alone and all the other sissy maintenance, sometimes just getting up and doing it can feel like a battle, even though I feel high as a kite when I do it.
I discovered that I REALLY like Daddies. A certain type really gets me going. Like, all of me. Not just horny. All the bits <3
I really struggle photographically. I have an old google pixel smartphone that seems to take terrible photos, distorting shapes and colours, and a lighting situation in my home that doesn't really lend itself to making hot porn. It might be time to invest in a proper lighting and camera setup but I have no idea what to go for or how to use it. Anyone wanna help??
I am at the stage of starting to flesh out my bedroom wardrobe so I can finally pose it up with a bit more skin on display. A nice harness lingerie set from amazon was my favourite buy (piccie: https://matrix.redditspace.com/_matrix/media/r0/download/reddit.com/0xgrgazcqnib1 ), and I am looking at buying a few pairs of PLEASER heels and boots. A nice pink bimbo look is in the plan. My toy cuddly unicorn and a dummy came today. Note Im not into the whole adult baby, frilly bonnet, satin outfit deal, I just like the cutesy TS bimbo look haha. WOLLIP from reddit is kind of my Queen and she rocks the cuddly toy aesthetic nicely whilst inspiring endless stiff cocks.
Anyway thats probably way too long already. Maybe I need to create another 6 month plan to take me up to February. I definitely want to focus on toning and building some nice feminine abs a la Emma Rose. I want to work on getting more feminine booty proportions. I want to work on voice and maybe do some voiced over sissy hypno and even mistress type stuff. Mainly I want to inspire even more erections and give men a nice sexy voice to ...'listen' to ;) . Fetish clubs, real cock, and Lucy's anal cherry all need to be SAFELY factored into the plan too.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
For anyone who wanted to keep me honest, heres the original plan with whether or not I did it:
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Only cum with something in my ass - 90% of the time
Always eat cum - 90% of the time? Especially if edging
On days where I have a free day tomorrow, sleep with cage and stockings on. KIND OF. Wearing stockings in bed actually super sucks and feels horrible. I do sleep caged and usually plugged. I wear silky jim-jams and cami style nightclothes. I usually wake up feeling pretty sissy.
Buy butt plugs DONE
Buy wig DONE - several
Hoop earrings - DONE, several plus a ot of other jewellery
Chastity straps - DONE
Check xhamster every day - Always x
Only cum every other day with chastity and ass fucking in between. This was a naughty goal for a sissy lol. Im mostly in chastity so my cumming is regulated. I like to edge to stop me getting bored and unhappy, and also plugging.
Fuck trainer - Didnt do. Spanks for Lucy x
If cumming more than once in a day, save it and watch britney cum trainer. Use toy with cum in mouth. Wasnt cumming so couldnt, but I always eat my ruined orgasms.
Fuck ass every day - Mostly. This needs to carry over into a future plan to do this more.
Sleep in chastity and stockings, dildos and lub next to bed. Cant remember why I wrote this twice, but I do have a dildo next to the bed for deepthroat training.
January 2023
Caged when its practical - ALWAYS
Stockings when its practical - TOO UNCOMFORTABLE AND IMPRACTICAL. I do wear panties all the time, have no boy pants, am always caged and sometimes wear bras.
Shaved with landing strip - ALWAYS.
01/05/23: Lose enough weight to get definition (6 months) - ALMOST. Aim was to get from 83kg to 65kg, I got almost to my weight goal and plateaud at 67kg. After a break I am back on the train now though and doing strength stuff to build some sissy muscle in the right place, booty, abs x
https://xhamster.com/videos/body-exercises-for-trans-5037962 - DIDNT DO THIS. Was just too much. Starting today!
Get boobs DONE, 2 pairs
Get wigs DONE - 6
Shave ALWAYS
Buy makeup DONE - I am fully out as a crossdresser to boots now lol
Learn to apply it DONE
Lighting? TBD
Camera? TBD
Research looks and outfits DONE / ONGOING, BUILDING SLUT WARDROBE
Buy complete outfits x3
Classic Little Black Dress too + very elegant back lingerie to go with. Something more everyday too. MULTIPLE OUTFITS
May 2023: Post short gifs to reddit to see reaction. DONE, went well :)
Post vids to xhamster - NOT DONE, NEED TO VERIFY
Post vids to pornhub - NOT DONE
Streaming? - NOT DOING YET
May 2023: Find clubs and gloryholes on tvchix and go to them. NOT DONE
Squirt.org
Heaven? (club)
Watch at first.
Then hand jobs.
Then sucking.
Then fucking.
Swingers parties? NOT DONE
June 2023:
24/7 chastity with plug and lingerie. CHASTITY YES, LINGERIE NO. The latter is just kind of impractical and not comfy.
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