My girly development
It starts with looking at girls and wondering... then it progresses to trying on girly things and thinking ... then it's, how do I look better? how do I do my makeup, hair, nails... then its time to shop for sexy pretty things....
And then it's why do women wear sexy lingerie, shoes, tight revealing clothes? why paint their pretty lips and accentuate their eyes? why does sparkly pretty jewelry look so nice? and you begin to realize they do it to attract men....
And then you search for images of others like you. comparing styles, looks and getting tips.... and then online you see others just like you having sex with men... and you wonder could I do that?
You start to post pictures online and men tell you how nice you look and what they want for you...
You cannot help yourself now... you love the compliments the desire for you from men who want you to go further for them... and you start to chat to them, post videos, maybe even cam for them. You become porn.... you learn to pleasure yourself only by being penetrated.
You are a sex object and it makes you happy.... now you will always do what men want, be what they want, and enjoy being an object that exists only for their pleasure... and you know you can never go back. Only forward.
You have become a sexy little fuck toy for them.... You have become a girl that craves sex.
And then it's why do women wear sexy lingerie, shoes, tight revealing clothes? why paint their pretty lips and accentuate their eyes? why does sparkly pretty jewelry look so nice? and you begin to realize they do it to attract men....
And then you search for images of others like you. comparing styles, looks and getting tips.... and then online you see others just like you having sex with men... and you wonder could I do that?
You start to post pictures online and men tell you how nice you look and what they want for you...
You cannot help yourself now... you love the compliments the desire for you from men who want you to go further for them... and you start to chat to them, post videos, maybe even cam for them. You become porn.... you learn to pleasure yourself only by being penetrated.
You are a sex object and it makes you happy.... now you will always do what men want, be what they want, and enjoy being an object that exists only for their pleasure... and you know you can never go back. Only forward.
You have become a sexy little fuck toy for them.... You have become a girl that craves sex.
4 years ago