2024 - back on hormones

I made a break from hormones.
They already changed my body type.I have gotten softer, balls shrank a bit,I gained a few kilos.

I think about continuing them, it will make me impotent / fully limp this time.I am sure.Moreover
I add testosterone blockers - so the effect will come faster.

What are your thoughts about this?
Will you like a more mature feminized version of me?