A missed opportunity.....

I passed on a chance, while working at a hotel bar tending when I was in college, to fuck around with an older customer who I got to know while he was staying there on business. His last night there he asked me if I was interested in having a drink with him in his room when I was done with work. My dick went hard immediately. I told him we weren't allowed to go to guests room- I gave myself an out if I didn't show. I didn't know, at the time, at 22 that there was nothing weird about fooling around with a man 40 years older than me. My dick was screaming YES, GO!, but my head was saying "he's the age of your grandpa". I though I needed/should only date men my own age. It was probably 10 years later that I came across a 'zine called Daddy at a gay book store and it opened my eyes to a world of older men.(This was 1993 just before the internet.) I still jack off thinking about Mike from Ohio. I saw him getting out of the pool, when I was setting up the bar in the pool area, he had a fit hairy build and a nice visible bulge pushing out from his wet trunks. I don't think he noticed me looking at him. He has no idea how many times I ejaculated while thinking of him. Dang it.