Horny and kinky

so its been almost 8months since the wife has touched me in any kind of sexual nature. & am getting very horny & am finding the hornier i get the kinkier i get for starters i find myself waking in the middle of the night with a hardon and found i can play with the wifes sleeping body if she takes her one med. i get super turned on at the thought of penetrating her sleeping body & depositing my load into both her sleeping holes. Also have been getting turned on at the thought of playing with another man or cpl. does this sound weird?