First gay encounter

His name was Trey. We were college roommates and fraternity brothers. He was gay, I was curious and always horny. I found out he kept a stash of magazines and tapes in a box and one day I was feeling exceptionally horny and having been denied three of my regular booty calls, sorority sister stuff, I pulled one of his tapes out, popped it in the VCR and sat back to begin slowly stroking my cock. I knew I had plenty of time because he has an obligation on campus that would take at least an hour. Just barely 10 minutes in and I’m very involved with a toy in my ass, and my fist rapidly fucking my dick. I didn’t even realize he had entered the room. When I did though what could I do? There was no pretending or jumping under the covers there was just stammering embarrassment and shame. I simply sat there and began to cry. He stood there for the longest time until he finally said his gaydar picked up on something but he couldn’t pinpoint it exactly. Then he sat on the edge of the bottom bed, we had bunk beds, and reached out for my hands. I turned to him by now my once hard throbbing member reduced to a sloppy wet turtle and the toy beginning to hurt a bit. I told him so and he said to take it out silly and put it in the sink. I did and while up, cleaned myself up a bit, if you know you know. While doing so he moved to the top bunk and I laid down on the bottom bunk.
we began just taking. Me telling him my fantasies and desires and fears. And him telling me how to make them happen and how to overcome the fear. It wasn’t the fear of the pain of anal sex, it was the fear of anyone else finding out. Other than the men I’ve been with since the number of people who know is less than 5. All very good friends I can trust, three of whom I am intimate with, 2 women, 1 man. Anyway, there we were, the more we talked the harder we got. Finally he asked if I was ready. For what? I saw his legs hanging off the side and then his shorts tossed on the floor. I got up to his very hard cock right there in my face. I reached out and put my hand around it, sliding it down to the base and then slowly engulfed the mushroom head and half the shaft. I then began giving my first blowjob. I couldn’t take him all but enough to give him pleasure. This went on for quite a while and I finally understood what some of the girls I’d been with went through when sucking me because that way takes a while for me to cum. So there we are, I’m sucking him off amd he finally begins to exhibit the signs of what I knew was a pending orgasm. Unsure of what to do because I’d never tasted cum, not even my own at that time, I pulled off and began stroking him. But he stopped me suddenly. He said he wanted to cum in my ass if I thought I could take it.
only one way to find out. That’s the next post