Sadism is my sexuality. It is as deeply ingrained in me as a man's need to spread their seed and empty their balls is ingrained in them. I was initially horrified when I discovered this about myself. When I had my first kiss with a boy, I felt the uncontrollable urge to bite my teeth down on his tongue and to feel his blood fill my mouth. I imagined every minute detail: the way his eyes would widen as the pleasure he was expecting suddenly turned to pain, the panicked yelps as he tried to pull away, the horrific wails when he realised he couldn't because my jaws were clamped down on his tong… Читати далі