Not sure why

he said he liked to have his cock licked and teased. He liked to be on edge for a long time.
2 currently unattached, overworked, divorced men. He wrote me on a gay hookup site. We sent each other a couple of cock picks. He lived 5 miles away.
That might work....
He gave me enough information to get imagining myself tending to his cock as if desire was art.
I have always loved eating pussy. When I started hooking up with guys, it was the same. I am not passive or submissive by nature. It takes a certain chemistry for me to get into it.
Once I decide I will go down, I commit to getting them off. But I am not always into it. More often then not, I am not that into it.
I wont swallow unless I am really into it.

He was flying back into town on Sunday night. I worked in the shop until 10 that night. He said He'd be home by 9.I got online and saw he had messaged me. He was still into it. I always seem to look for a reason to bailout at the last minute if there is any excuse.I told him I needed a shower and could be there by11.
He didn't give meany excuse.

He gave me his address.
It was a nice neighborhood.

He was a tall, sort of geeky businessman type. Probably a little autistic and science related. Not much of a player from the look of him. He had a good body. I only really cared about his cock.and how he responded to my touch. We went straight up to his room. He had some high quality straight porn playing. It was a comfortable set up.

We stood and watched for a couple of minutes. He was tentatively rubbing his cock through his sweats. I rubbed his cock. He was hard and I was ready to get those sweats off. I told him to sit and and I got down on my knees and stroked him through the sweats for a minute then told him to take them off.
He took them off and then stood up.
He had a really nice cock.

I had never tried to go slow. It isn't my nature and not really the way I like someone to do me. It takes me a long time to get off, slow would be like sleeping. I am pretty aggressive.
But this guy is not like me at all. He is all sensitive.

I licked his shaft from his balls to the head of his cock. I let the head of his cock sit on the tip of my tongue and just slightly slit between my lips. not in my mouth, no sucking... soft and slippery. I let my wet open mouth run up and down the sides of his shaft.

I sucked him where his balls met his shaft. he was moaning. I went to the under side of his balls with my wet open mouth and massaged the root of his cock between his ass and balls with my thumb.This was getting him close so I slowed down and let him cool off.

I was really liking this. He was totally submissive.
He was putty in my mouth.

I worked him for almost an hour. I took his cock into my mouth and into my throat without sucking. I was pumping him with my hands on his ass. He was totally passive. He stood there with his hands behind his back while i fucked him with my mouth and throat. Pulling him into me while I went down.

I love having that kind of control over another mans ecstasy. When he started getting close I closed my lips around him a sucked hard. I had him. My mouth filled with cum and I swallowed. Then again, this shot gagged me a little but I continued to suck him. I swallowed again this time I could taste him completely.

I softened my suction as his convulsing ended but continued licking and pulling the last of it out of him.

I wasn't sure if I had gone to fast.

I stood up and he quickly put his sweat pants back on.

I said, "cool!"

We walked to the back door of his house and I said, "we should do this again sometime"
He said "yes we should!"

If this works out, I might have to have this guy fuck me. I am fantasizing myself grinding a load out of this passive bitch like a desperate little cunt.