What should I do?

So I’ll start this off by saying please don’t judge, but simply observe. I have been using someone else’s Instagram account who I have known since the beginning of high school to download pics and vids from the family and friends of this person. It will be ten years of me keeping up this charade without any consequences that I’m aware of. I’ve always told myself I would just stop this after I had enough pics and vids to use for stimulation. But here it is a decade later and I see no end in sight. It started with me taking pics with my phone of his mom in their family photos book because she had a huge ass and I always wanted to have sex with her... at least see her nude. I also almost jizzed on her ass one night while she was sleeping but she woke up. That’s a story for another day. At first I had access to his Facebook acc because we would play empires and allies and needed to login to each other’s acc to help one another. So I never started out wanting to do this AT ALL. Then one day I saw a pic of his mom on his fb acc in this see thru white top showing her tits on a motorcycle which I still have to this day. After this, I would login to his acc even when my help wasn’t needed. I found myself looking at his mom acc just as much as his even when she and I were not friends. I then started to look at some of his family members profiles as well because well he had hot women in his family. So thru out the years I have amassed quite a lot of vids and photos of his family and don’t know why I still find myself doing this. He and I have since drifted apart but I truly miss and cherish what friendship we had. I want to see and hang out with him again and go back to the way things were pre-2010 but I’m at odds with myself on what I should do. If you took the time to read any or all of this I want to express my sincerest gratitude to you and commend you for your interest in my weird life. Please if you have any thoughts or suggestions don’t hesitate to let me have them.


Yours truly,
JsK