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After Mike, my life changed. I began seeing a girl. I went on a few dates with her and felt like I'd finally found the woman of my dreams. Everything about us just seemed to click. We had the same taste in music, and had a similar twisted sense of humour. As things started to progress and get serious, I knew I had to focus on her. Stephanie had to take another back seat. I always said, after previous relationships and heartbreak, that I'd try my best not to fall too hard for her. But, I couldn't help it. She was perfect. I felt like after years of torment, I'd finally found my soulmate. As I s… Daha fazlasını okun

A year had passed since my night with Alan. I'd taken a back seat from the dressing. Only now and again was I getting the urge. I was trying to live a normal, single mans life. Going out with friends, going on dates etc. I had one or two girlfriends in that time. One in particular, who I regretted not staying with. But things happen for a reason. I'm a great believer that things are meant to be. And in this occasion, I was meant to be single. And the things that were still to happen, are supposed to happen when they do.  This brings me to my next encounter with a man. His name is Mike.&nb… Daha fazlasını okun

After that encounter with Alicia, I kept a low profile. I was paranoid incase her husband was coming after me. But, one thing I did know, was that I didn't want to get into anything that complicated again. I also knew that Stephanie was ready for some more fun with a man. I'd lived out a fantasy with Alicia, but I knew I preferred being with a man while dressed. So I started my search again. I went back on TVChix to find someone to have fun with. Again, I wanted to build up trust. Chat for a few weeks with someone and hopefully meet at the end.  I started chatting to a man named Alan fro… Daha fazlasını okun

Here I was, single, living alone and loving life. I liked to make sure I had a good time as much as possible, cos I knew one day I'd settle down. But I made sure I took full advantage of my single life. One Saturday night, I was out with a friend for a few drinks. We decided to head to a club. We went to an 80s club, which personally speaking is a stuff of nightmares for me due to the fact I'm more into rock and indie music. But I went anyway. We were there about 30 minutes and already I was bored. I'd already had 2 drinks and was about to order my 3rd. I started talking to these 2 girls at th… Daha fazlasını okun

After my meeting at the hotel, I never really heard from that man again. I knew though that I'd done a good job. I wanted to do it again. But I wanted to take my time. Find the right man. When I say man, I mean a real man. Not a silly wee boy just looking for a shag. I wanted to chat to someone, maybe for a few weeks, even months, to build some trust. I felt my next step was to go all the way. I was ready.  I started chatting to a man from Fife. His name was Kevin. He was an older gentleman, just what I was looking for. He seemed very pleasant. Well mannered and polite. We chatted for a… Daha fazlasını okun

So here I was. Life slowly but surely getting back on track. New job going well and my new flat starting to feel like home. Life was good again. I was back on TVChix and breathing new life into my Stephanie persona. I was using old photos on my profile. Ones I'd taken myself and ones from my visit to Kinky's Closet. But I felt this new Stephanie was an upgrade from before. She was gonna be better than ever. As the weeks and months passed I started rebuilding my wardrobe. My lingerie was getting sexier, more risqué! More heels, more toys. Knee highs boots, thigh high boots. Breast forms. Sexy d… Daha fazlasını okun

After that trip to Kinky's Closet, things quietened down a bit for me. I wasn't really dressing as much and wasn't online as often. Then my life changed. I started a new relationship with a woman. Slowly but surely I felt myself falling for her. But she was very different from girls I'd been with previously. She was very jealous and quite possessive. A flaw in an otherwise perfect woman for me. It was these flaws that made me see that I had no chance of ever being Stephanie while she was around. But I was falling in love with her and I wanted to make a go of it. I was in my late 20s and though… Daha fazlasını okun

In all the time I'd been dressing, camming and chatting online, I had loads of men, and a few CDs asking to meet me in person. This was something that really scared me, but also something I felt I wanted to do sometime, when the time was right. I was nowhere near ready though. I knew what the guys were after. But, like I'd said before, I wasn't attracted to men in the slightest. However, I was getting increasingly turned on fantasising about cock. Sucking, being fucked. Basically being treated like a dirty pornstar like the ones I'd watched many a time. It was very confusing. I promised myself… Daha fazlasını okun

I was at work when I got a text. It was from my mum. "There's a parcel here for you!" It read. My heart started pounding. I knew exactly what it was. My new, and first ever dildo! Thank god my mum wasn't a nosey bastard and opened it. I was excited. I couldn't wait to get home from work and see it. 5pm came and it was finally home time. Thankfully, no one was home when I got in. So no need to make excuses as to what it could be. I went straight up to my room and opened it. Holy shit! It was a lot bigger than I thought. It actually kind of scared me. But at the same time, I couldn't wait to try… Daha fazlasını okun

So there I was. Kind of at a crossroads. I didn't know what to do with myself. The months previous, anytime I had free time on my own, I was crossdressing and going on cam getting a thrill out of men watching me. Men! That was just strange. But I didn't know what to do with myself. I really did get excitement from it. But, I knew I had to stop. I couldn't risk getting caught. So I did what I could to get it out of my mind.  Then, one fine day, things changed. My girlfriend and I were at a weird stage in our relationship. We were on and off, on and off. We didn't know what we wanted. I wa… Daha fazlasını okun

Hello. I'm Stephanie. This is my story so far. Everything you read in this story is 100% true, although I have changed the names of some, not all, of the people involved.  I guess my journey started at a very young age. I remember watching a programme on tv where a woman was putting on a pair of tights (pantyhose for those across the pond) and thinking, "wow! That's amazing!" I must've only been and 7,8 or maybe 9 years old. I just kept thinking how gorgeous that woman's legs looked in those black tights and high heels. It was fascinating.  Ever since then, I was slightly obsessed w… Daha fazlasını okun