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Highlights:
Looking for a Man who (ideally) wants to make me His gurl in every way, and use me for his pleasure and happiness and hopefully wants to keep me (forcefully) forever.
Until that happens, very much would love to find gurl friends to chat with, be supportive, assist each other to learn and perfect our makeup and beauty skills, provide encouragement and a friend(s) to hang out with.
And since my house is so big, if there are any subs/slaves who desire to perform some Domestic Servitude, Apply Within! ;)

Details:
i've been a CD up to this point, but i'd like to work up to living full-time as a TG -- but my desire is to be a pretty, sexy gurl for a man - even a much older man. So far i've been focusing on getting my wardrobe built up and acquiring all the things that i'd love for my Man (Daddy/Master/Owner) to use on me -- so that He would not have to bother with acquiring all that - unless He really desired something special for His own reasons. Essentially, trying to make me, as easy as possible to enjoy (considering that i might have some kinda high maintenance desires -- ultra kinky and naughty is the way i like to think of them -- hopefully you'll all agree!).

Over the past 2 years, work was a bear, but that is much better now so finally looking outward to be social. During that time i fortunately found time to buy/acquire a rather large femme wardrobe (mostly intimates, lingerie, fetish clothing suited for private encounters, but more than enough "regular items"- as i don't really have a _need_ to go out as a girl in public - at the same time if a Man wanted to take me out on a date, or gurl friends wanted to go out to a bar for Drag Night i'd very much be up for that) as well as sex toys and a wide spectrum of BDSM gear and devices. Now that i have my work situation manageable (and i shouldn't be spending as much time shopping/browsing, i'm finally focused on exercising and better nutrition, getting back in shape, trying to really learn beauty and makeup skills, reaching out socially, to find friends, dates, and hopefully a man for a LTR. And with a pretty sexy wardrobe that means i can (and need) to take a few hundred pictures in all my clothes. Time to shop for a new camera and lighting, perhaps. :) We'll see how well my iphone 6s does for a while though.

So on the femme personal To-Do List is researching hormones and finding a real doctor for that - but my focus for now is inventorying my (somewhat) massive femme wardrobe (so that i can remember what all i have and either choose what i'd like to wear each day, or create some kinda automatic selector to be surprised by the day's attire) and ... well, let's call it what it is: a nice-sized collection of (just recently-purchased in the last month so never used) collection of sex toys (from the regular low-end crap up to about the mid-level) and Bondage Gear (and of fairly good quality too. i think i have at least 1 kind of every kinda gag, hood, collar, posture collar, bondage harness, even a straightjacket, spreader bars, wrist cuffs, ankle cuffs, and 6-7 (maybe more) different chastity devices - i'm sure you get the idea by now. Oh ... and i have almost everything in 2-3 shades of pink -- yeah, credit card statement this month is pretty hilarious, but i hope and expect it all to be well worth it soon enough.

My most immediate goal (or is it milestone?) that i'm hoping for is to find a least 1 (but a few would be great!) gurl friends to socialize with, help each other with beauty and makeup, general support and encouragement, and ... until such time as my Daddy finds me and dominates my entire life and focus, perhaps experiment with/on each other -- for educational purposes and general enjoyment and pleasure. I do not (and have never been one to) "get around" so am pretty safe and healthy -- on my own, i'm way too timid to go out and meet strangers each night for quickies or one-night stands -- if You're that brave, hey great (i'm actually kinda jealous) -- i'm not too scared to meet it's just that i'm not so experienced (yet) that i fail to enjoy all the butterflies of meeting, the anticipation and anxiety -- i like to enjoy even the little things and try not to skip over, or rush through, the things that come before the naughty/kinky/depraved stuff i have such strong desires to experience - desires which would be wonderful to experience and share with others.

i live alone in Fishers (in a house that is way too big, but it's great having all kinds of space -- and i'd love to turn a portion of my basement into a dungeon of sorts) and have exercise stuff (elliptical, bowflex, yoga stuff -- and a pool table and such. ) Would like to setup a private area in my back yard to sunbathe before it gets too late in the season. So if there are men who are handy, or like to complete cute-sized projects for a gurl and then "test their creations out", give me a call sometime. ;)

Anyway, that's me in a nutshell. i'd love to hear about you. Even if You are not a potential Daddy of my dreams, that's ok, i'm seeking friends and if more is desired and it works out well, i'm very open - and creative.
Take care everyone!
-missy (hopefully one day soon)
(oh, PS: i say i have a webcam below because i plan to once i buy a new laptop very very soon.)