When I was a Junior and Senior I had a lot of attention. Co-eds, Teacher assistants and some of the College program Education Majors. I had learned by sophomore year to keep quiet about who I had enjoyed the company of, if a kiss and tell caused so much stir in one friends life and I saw the fall out from that being so severe. I had also let slip about a much more intimate involvement with a girl when we were both away on a trip, and the prying and ribbing I took about that, I could not even imagine if my class mates found out about everyone I had played with and everything we had collectiv อ่านเพิ่ม
Ever think back to where and when you knew?
Serious thought, did you ever stop to think when and where you were when you had an experience you liked or disliked? I know the first time I wore sis swimsuit, I remember it so well. I also remember so much more that happened in the years prior, and the years following. It is so strange to think that so much of my sexuality was so obvious to anyone of like mind, even though I had tried so hard to cover up what excited, enthralled and held my interests. It was however not the first time I had been cross dressed, just the first time I truly realized how much it worked for me. We always pl อ่านเพิ่ม
So, C took the job.
I have to share here, as I have no other outlet to vent. I found, by twist of fate the most unexpected and best playmate and lover, if you have been following me you know the story. We are lightning in a bottle together, absolutely electric and charged. A perfect fit, kinks that line up, he became a power top and I sank to cum slut bottom and went deeper than I have ever in my storied life sank before. Was never intended but grew so strong Now he is gone farther away and it sucks. อ่านเพิ่ม
Finish of an amazing day with C
Again, to finish the story I warn it was rough and filled with slurs, if not to your liking stop now. I felt the most intense pain I can remember and then instantly fell forward on the bed, gasping and my whole body shaking and convulsing, C flipped me on my back and started telling me about the sissygasm I had shot on the bedding. how nasty a mess it was, how I was bleeding a bit, and how I was about to suck the fingers that just came out of my ass. Smacking hand against my face, then pushing 3 fingers in my mouth, C commanded I start sucking. I complied and sucked hard licking my bloo อ่านเพิ่ม
C vists continued.
Warning folx, if you have issues with slurs and some rough stuff stop now. So that last post ended as suddenly as I did. That is to say, that is the point I passed out in ecstasy. No drinks no substances nothing but sexual release and shut down. I came to with C laying next to me, C realized I had blacked out and checked my life signs and made sure I was ok and breathing. According to C I had passed out for almost 5 minutes. Filling me in on what I do not remember, I became ever slightly erect and ejaculated a tiny little spurt and gasped loudly and stone cold passed out, a first for อ่านเพิ่ม
C comes into town for a weekend.
Warning degradation and slurs, if you do not want to read about it, stop now. So if you have been following me, I have this ;long distance relationship with a wonderful friend and lover C. C lives in a insane religious area of the country and had gone to school at USF Tampa. We met in a crazy coincidence and things have not been the same since. I love C. we talk weekly and I knew they were coming into town to do some interviews for work in Tampa and grad school at USF. I was booked the whole weekend and was sure we would not have time together. The phone rings Sunday morning. Work has c อ่านเพิ่ม
Surprise visit part 4, the next morning.
I am spent, C tries to get me hard, but my cock just wont stiffen even with him sucking me the best he knows. C is rock hard, I flip around and pull his panties aside, take his wonderful cock into my mouth. I realize even after a shower I smell my musk on his. He is already starting to leak some wonderful precum. "Can we go again?" he asks. looking down at me. I start sucking harder, stroking faster and cupping his wonderful smooth sack. " I mean, can we go again?" I nod to him and go from sucking to wetting his shaft. I slide over to the edge of the bed and lift my knees up. He comes r อ่านเพิ่ม
Surprise visit part 3
........ You know you are the first man I have been with right? Of course I do, we talked about that I reply. "You are still the only man I have been with, and I only ever had one girlfriend with more than making out closeness," C says. "Sex with her was always, well ok, and I am sure we both came, but never did it feel as good as just fooling around with you." I am quiet and puzzled as to where C is going with this. "Can we make love?" C sheepishly asks. "you driving or am I?" I ask. "I want to top", C says, "will that work for you?" Here I find myself in this strange otherworld อ่านเพิ่ม
Surprise visit, part 2
I asked my lovely If I could tell this part of the story as it has some serious firsts in it. I have written and rewritten, been too ashamed and still just processing the entire weekend but here goes. We get dressed, leaving panties on under street clothes, and head to the one quiet local bar by University mall. As we are driving C asks me if I have the toys and lube in the suitcase as well, "of course I do" I say, "Have you find the nerve to play now?" His voice wavered, " I have a candle in a condom I have been teasing myself with back home, and wanted to feel one of the plugs you have." อ่านเพิ่ม
Surprise visit breaks a long dry spell.
I Know not too many read my blog, however this was fun. I hate two events in this area, first is the grand prix, everything in DTSP gets messed up and you become trapped for a weekend. Second is Gasparillia, trying to work in and out of Tampa is a nightmare and the drunks are horrific. This past weekend changed that a bit. I got a call from my favorite playdate, although we stay in touch, this was a big surprise. It seems he is tired of the cold up north and coming down to visit college friends during the party weekend. He really wants to see me. My pulse quickens, he has a hotel to himse อ่านเพิ่ม
Holiday insanity
The worst part of the year at work for a contractor is always the holidays. We deal with more stress and outages than any other time of the year. Couple this with the condo being full of co-eds on winter break, so there is never a moment alone, the stress builds. The best part of this is college aged twenty somethings on break are s**ttered and so very unabashed and think nothing about streaking across the living room wearing a towel on their hair. Better yet, s**ttered and messy makes for things being left behind, like toothbrushes, hair care products and delightfully panties! We will call อ่านเพิ่ม
Still get the rush decades later. (Panty wearing)
From the moment I open the suitcase from the closet the buzz begins. I can remember the first time I wore my Sis bathing suit that was left in the downstairs shower. We had come back from swimming at the clubhouse pool, my older Sis had already showered up and got the chlorine off. I was next for the shower down the basement while my other Sis still got to use the tub upstairs, advantages of being third in age I guess. Mom called downstairs just as I was about to take off my swim trunks, Bratty ( Her Nickname, suiting for the third) had left her retainer at the club. Now they had to rush to อ่านเพิ่ม
This past weekend.
The fourth session at his place. He answers the door in a robe, I come in with my suitcase of fun. He closes the door behind me, I have a surprise for you He drops the robe and has shaved himself completely, the little patch on his chest, his legs, and every hair off his balls. I wanted to be more femme for you, he tells me. We get all dolled up dressing each other this time. Lots of feeling each others bodies, not just cock this time. I feel a few occasions where He comes close to kissing me, shying away. As much as I want to, I am so reluctant he is so nervous still อ่านเพิ่ม
No longer stood up
So as the weeks have progressed, we have had 3 more sessions. The first 2 were very similar to the first one. We skipped the bar an I went right to his Apartment. Both times, the same set up, so many panties and frillies laid out on the bed. I brought a suitcase both times with my whole collection to play in, as well as a few toys as he had expressed interest in a plug to wear. The excitement level is so high. The whole thing really seems like a dream, as if I am now playing with the 22 year old version of myself. The entire story of how he got into panties, and then full อ่านเพิ่ม
Stood up part 4
So there we are, both now sitting on the bed, dressed for each other. He reaches over and takes my hand to his cock and then reaches back over to my cock grabbing firmly. So many flashbacks to my younger days, innocently playing. We spend a long time slow stroking each other in a panty clad mutual J/O session. He tells me the pair on the edge of the bed is the one he wants to cum in, his roommates girlfriend just left them in the bathroom the night before.I feel his head swell and I grab it tightly with the panties just as he explodes with a huge groan and a lot of bucking and sha อ่านเพิ่ม
Stood up with a twist part 3
So we end up at a franchise place with bread and good coffee near the campus. The conversation goes on for a few hours. I swear everything he says is my life, the urge to dress. The start of wearing for short times things left around the house, turning to collecting discarded and borrowed lingerie and panties, then the shame and purge, then building the collection again. I come to find out he has only ever had one girlfriend/sexual partner his whole 22 years. As of that afternoon I was not only the first cock he had touched other than his own, but the first man to have eaten his cum. So อ่านเพิ่ม
Stood up with a twist part 2.
So I find myself in a dark adult theater, with a really hot 20 something college guy. Both of us playing in sexy panties. I am in supreme pleasure as the leather CBT straps are straining against my hard cock. The wonderful plug in my ass is hitting the spot so right and I am just where I want to be, close to cumming, but not there yet. I do not care at this moment that I got stood up by the Gurl I was set to meet up with. He has just cum quite hard into the panties I had brought to sniff and fill myself. He is now apologizing over and over for cumming in the pair I had swapped with him, อ่านเพิ่ม
Stood up, with a wonderful twist.
So the planets and schedules aligned and I had time to meet a the adult theater close by. A sexy trans Gurl I have been talking (and camming with) for months Says she can meet at this location and see how in person chemistry goes. I have a half day at work and can slip away for the entire afternoon and evening without disrupting schedules and life. I get home, shower and put on my favorite lacy panties, insert a nice silicone plug, and put on a leather CBT playtoy I am so very fond of and head out the door. Over the bridge to Tampa, follow the GPS and find this out of the way Adult video an อ่านเพิ่ม
Hot voyeur session.
I got tipped by a friend about a close by Adult video/ toy store and the Saturday ritual of one couple. Drove there and as instructed put a white piece of velvet in my left pants pocket and paid admission to the theatre. There were about a dozen men and two women and it took no time at all to see what was going on. quite a few of the guys had flags in one or both pockets, half were in the white velvet. One 40-something man and one woman were kneeling in front of a few of the men, as I moved to that side I was watched carefully until I had turned around and they apparently saw อ่านเพิ่ม