First time I saw my mom's pussy

I remember the first time I saw my moms pussy. I was 10 or 11 and we had family in town so my mom and dad slept on the couch that pulled out as a bed. My dad had gotten up early and went to work and when I went out to the living room I saw my mom laying face down the pullout couch. The sheets were up around her waist and she had panties on but they were all scrunched up and I could clearly see her pussy. I was memorized and I stood there and stared for a long time and I felt my dick get hard. I reach my hand in my underwear and I started stroking my cock. Her pussy was neatly trimmed and it looked like it had been completely shaved recently. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't help myself I stood there stroking my cock and looking at my moms pussy until finally I came really really hard.

When I was 12 or 13 I would come home from school every day and sit in the living room and recliner and my mom a lot of times we take a nap and fall asleep on the couch in the living room. I couldn't help myself whenever that happened I'd pull out my cock and jerked off and there was a part of me that would wish that my mom wake up and see me. I'm not sure what you would've done probably yelled at me and told me to go to my room. But to this day I have fantasies about having women watch me masturbate.