35 years after cuckold experience

Well it has been a while since I had the pleasure of eating my G/F out after she had sex with a friend of hers....but the vision and the smelll and taste of her pussy is as if it was yesterday..LOL the one I'm married to now knows the whole story about me and how I would loved to shared her also but never happened pretty close we were all set to meet a local guy at a bar and at last min. she said she could not do it..so had no choice except to accept her decision.. didnt help me since I still crave eating a creampied pussy...so I tryed the route of finding a women into it and role play I was her hubby and we were into the cuckold sexual ideas...it was fun I did get to be part of her sexual fun with her lovers I got to eat her often after her man fucked her...but he wasnt into making me a sissy cuckolld where his cock would play a role in making me a cock sucking cuckold...lol so all I know is I love men with big cocks fucking the hell out of a women and wishing I could be under then as they fuck so I can suck and lick them both and take the mans cum in any way he would choose to give it to me...still looking for people into this and becoming friends and share ideas thnks a lot Cuckymu