When I found out

I found out I was a Sadist when I was 14. A girl named Audra let me in her panties. We would meet at a new housing development near her home and I would tell her to strip and I would suck and fondle her. When I pushed my finger into her she winced. That was all there was too it. Every time I saw her I would push it in deeper and look at her face. Then it was 2 fingers and so on. After each time I would put my cock in her mouth for a minute or so and cum on or in her mouth.
I was asked to babysit for a friend of the family a few months later. A divorced Mom for her 3 daughters.
EVEN then I knew not to touch the girls. But I SO wanted them to eat my semen as Audra had done.
It turned me on so much I began to masturbate. Thinking how could I have them eat me.
I jacked off 4 times that night when the girls went to bed.
I came in the 1/2 gallon of milk in the refrigerator twice. Knowing all of them would drink me. Then the OJ. Then the sugar bowl. And every time I went there I would smell their panties and leave semen in their food.
It always gave me a smile when looking at them, "You have eaten my jizz!"
I did this to a number of women over the years. My neighbor and her daughter have swallowed at least a pint of my cum. They do drink a lot of milk.