Accepting myself as Susan

I felt so turned on and alive and feminine after my older foster sisters and Mom started playing dress up with me when I told them all my feelings and feminine thoughts that I was having

But I think of girls and having lesbian relationships with them all day

When we saw my older friend Kevin using her panties to ejaculate into it made me feel really confused because I started having feminine sexual thoughts about my crossdressing as Susan and fantasizing that I am a little slut outside wearing a summer skirt and panties and bra and I am on my knees pulling out his huge cock and having it in my mouth and seeing his cum running down my face as I tell him that I am his little cum slut
And yes we did make it come true

Later this week the next part