From Straight to Great
I should have written this memoir before I posted any other.
This story explains my progression into other areas of sex and sexual satisfaction.
I'd been straight all my life. But as time went on both the wife and I became less passionate about sex and the need for it dwindled. Once, while home alone, I became very horny and needed to masturbate. However, this was no ordinary horniness that would be satisfied by a quick wank or jerkoff. I felt particularly hot and wanted something 'different' and out of the ordinary to stimulate myself.
My cock was hard as a rock and my whole body felt alive with sexual heat. I needed to do something I had not done before.
Somehow, a very perverse thought crossed my mind. I thought that since my cock had a conduit for the outflow of urine and cum, perhaps this conduit could be used for something else. I don't know how the idea formulated in my mind but the thought of it only made me hotter. I decided, quite spontaneously, to use my cock for something I had never done before. I got the idea of putting an object into my urethra. This was more than 30 years ago and the internet was not then was it is today. I had only porn tapes to watch on the vcr but they'd lost much of their excitement due to so many previous views.
So, I found one bi video tape that I'd kept hidden in my garage workshop. I'd rarely watched it. For some reason I felt the need to watch this tape this time while I pondered how to proceed with this new and very perverse and, yes, kinky need to please myself. This video tape started with one straight couple fully naked and having sex. The next vignette showed 2 straight couples having sex wherein the men would switch partners with the women. This is about all I'd ever watched of this tape. I let the tape progress to the next vignette. In this third vignette, the women were having sex with each other while the men played with the womens' cunts and clits and tits. In the fourth vignette, the women continued to play with each other as the men stroked their own cocks and then started to stroke each other's cock. As the men stroked each others cocks, the women would lick and suck the cocks and handle the balls and then lick and suck the balls. This was starting to get me very excited, more excited than I'd ever been before. In the fifth vignette, the men continued to jerk each other's cock while the women ran their hands all over the men's naked bodies. Then, the scene progressed to where the men started running their hands all over each other's body. One man progressed to tickling the nipples of the other man. Soon, both men were running their hands all over the other man's body. Then, one man dropped to his knees and began fiercely jerking the cock in front of him. The cock seemed steel-hard and thick with a big head. Then the man moved in closer and he started licking the cock in front of his face. The standing man started moaning as he felt the tongue make contact with his cock. Slowly, the kneeling man took the head of the cock into his mouth completely to the delighted moans of the standing man. The sucker then began to take more of the cock into his mouth. This went on for about minute or two, and then the sucker started jostling the standing man's balls as he slid back and forth on the shaft of the cock.
Both men seemed to enjoy it judging by their moans of pleasure.
I was finding this cocksucking view and the moans from both men to be turning me on more. The next scene showed both men stroking each other's cock and then sucking each other. They were running their hands all over each other's body and tickling nipples and jostling balls. I was panting in heat as I watched these two cocks being handled by the two men. I had to do some jerking but needed to do something different from just stroking my cock.
The thought of using my cock for an entrance came back to mind. I looked around and somehow my eyes fixated on a stick pen on a nearby desk. I took the pen and slowly started inserting it into the hole in my cock head. The feeling was very different and once I got down to an inch of depth I felt some stinging. I removed the pen and the stinging subsided. I then inserted the pen again slowly to about an inch deep. The stinging started again but was less intense than the first time. So, as I watched these two cock jerking and sucking each other I played with inserting a stick pen deeper into my cock. Each time I went deeper than the time before the stinging would return. I kept rewinding the tape to see the hottest scenes of these two cocks as I continued to violate my own cock.
I felt as if my whole body was on fire from the passion and horniness I was feeling as I worked on my cock and watched the two cocks being stroked and sucked by men. I kept inserting the stick pen and would retract it once the stinging started to allow the sting to subside. I was rewinding this tape and re-inserting the pen into my cock for about two hours. I couldn't believe how turned on I was by the cocks on screen and the feeling and look of what I was doing to my own cock. Finally, I knew I had to cum! I couldn't take this pleasure for too much longer. My balls felt ready to explode a huge load of cum through my rock-hard cock stuffed with a pen.
As I rewound the tape for the replay of the hottest scenes of the cocks, I continued to insert the pen and jerk my cock. The feeling of my filled urethra was tremendously different and hot and exciting. My eyes kept flitting from the sight of the pen filling my peehole and protruding from my cock head and the cocks being sucked on cam. Every nerve in my body seemed to be concentrated on my cock. The pen was about 8 inches long and I had about 5 inches of it in my cock. I alternated between pushing and pulling the pen in and out of my cock and stroking the shaft as I jostled my balls with my free hand. My cock and the feeling it was giving me was the center of my universe at this moment. I continued to work the pen in my cock as I jerked and jostled my balls and moaned and groaned and writhed on my bed with sexual pleasure. I kept rewinding the tape as I continued to play with myself.
Finally, the tape arrived at the money shot scene. As I watched one cock shoot its cum across a 2 inch gap to land on the tongue of the open-mouthed guy, I felt the cum rising in my balls. I was ready to shoot my load. As the first spurt of cum reached the base of my cock, I pulled the pen out and continued jerking my cock and jostling my balls. I shot a fountain of cum. I lost count of how many spurts of cum had erupted from my cock. The feeling of cumming was more intense than I'd ever experienced. The amount of cum seemed to be the biggest volume I had ever shot.
When done with my cumming, I lay back panting as I watched the tape on the TV. The sucking guy took all the cum in his mouth and showed it to the viewers before swallowing it. I'd tasted my own cum and few times and found it more sexy than tasty to do so. Then, the guy who finished spurting his load dropped down and sucked the cock of the now-standing sucker. The sucker came while his cock was in the mouth of the second guy. Both guys moaned and you knew the cum was shooting out of the cock and gushing into the sucking mouth.
Once the cumming scene was finished I stopped the tape and cleaned myself up. From the feeling of this hot play, I knew I would use this tape again and looked forward to more deviant, perverse and kinky play of my cock. This was the opening of a whole new world to me. A world that included cock and some very different cock play. A world that would later include sex with men almost exclusively.
This story explains my progression into other areas of sex and sexual satisfaction.
I'd been straight all my life. But as time went on both the wife and I became less passionate about sex and the need for it dwindled. Once, while home alone, I became very horny and needed to masturbate. However, this was no ordinary horniness that would be satisfied by a quick wank or jerkoff. I felt particularly hot and wanted something 'different' and out of the ordinary to stimulate myself.
My cock was hard as a rock and my whole body felt alive with sexual heat. I needed to do something I had not done before.
Somehow, a very perverse thought crossed my mind. I thought that since my cock had a conduit for the outflow of urine and cum, perhaps this conduit could be used for something else. I don't know how the idea formulated in my mind but the thought of it only made me hotter. I decided, quite spontaneously, to use my cock for something I had never done before. I got the idea of putting an object into my urethra. This was more than 30 years ago and the internet was not then was it is today. I had only porn tapes to watch on the vcr but they'd lost much of their excitement due to so many previous views.
So, I found one bi video tape that I'd kept hidden in my garage workshop. I'd rarely watched it. For some reason I felt the need to watch this tape this time while I pondered how to proceed with this new and very perverse and, yes, kinky need to please myself. This video tape started with one straight couple fully naked and having sex. The next vignette showed 2 straight couples having sex wherein the men would switch partners with the women. This is about all I'd ever watched of this tape. I let the tape progress to the next vignette. In this third vignette, the women were having sex with each other while the men played with the womens' cunts and clits and tits. In the fourth vignette, the women continued to play with each other as the men stroked their own cocks and then started to stroke each other's cock. As the men stroked each others cocks, the women would lick and suck the cocks and handle the balls and then lick and suck the balls. This was starting to get me very excited, more excited than I'd ever been before. In the fifth vignette, the men continued to jerk each other's cock while the women ran their hands all over the men's naked bodies. Then, the scene progressed to where the men started running their hands all over each other's body. One man progressed to tickling the nipples of the other man. Soon, both men were running their hands all over the other man's body. Then, one man dropped to his knees and began fiercely jerking the cock in front of him. The cock seemed steel-hard and thick with a big head. Then the man moved in closer and he started licking the cock in front of his face. The standing man started moaning as he felt the tongue make contact with his cock. Slowly, the kneeling man took the head of the cock into his mouth completely to the delighted moans of the standing man. The sucker then began to take more of the cock into his mouth. This went on for about minute or two, and then the sucker started jostling the standing man's balls as he slid back and forth on the shaft of the cock.
Both men seemed to enjoy it judging by their moans of pleasure.
I was finding this cocksucking view and the moans from both men to be turning me on more. The next scene showed both men stroking each other's cock and then sucking each other. They were running their hands all over each other's body and tickling nipples and jostling balls. I was panting in heat as I watched these two cocks being handled by the two men. I had to do some jerking but needed to do something different from just stroking my cock.
The thought of using my cock for an entrance came back to mind. I looked around and somehow my eyes fixated on a stick pen on a nearby desk. I took the pen and slowly started inserting it into the hole in my cock head. The feeling was very different and once I got down to an inch of depth I felt some stinging. I removed the pen and the stinging subsided. I then inserted the pen again slowly to about an inch deep. The stinging started again but was less intense than the first time. So, as I watched these two cock jerking and sucking each other I played with inserting a stick pen deeper into my cock. Each time I went deeper than the time before the stinging would return. I kept rewinding the tape to see the hottest scenes of these two cocks as I continued to violate my own cock.
I felt as if my whole body was on fire from the passion and horniness I was feeling as I worked on my cock and watched the two cocks being stroked and sucked by men. I kept inserting the stick pen and would retract it once the stinging started to allow the sting to subside. I was rewinding this tape and re-inserting the pen into my cock for about two hours. I couldn't believe how turned on I was by the cocks on screen and the feeling and look of what I was doing to my own cock. Finally, I knew I had to cum! I couldn't take this pleasure for too much longer. My balls felt ready to explode a huge load of cum through my rock-hard cock stuffed with a pen.
As I rewound the tape for the replay of the hottest scenes of the cocks, I continued to insert the pen and jerk my cock. The feeling of my filled urethra was tremendously different and hot and exciting. My eyes kept flitting from the sight of the pen filling my peehole and protruding from my cock head and the cocks being sucked on cam. Every nerve in my body seemed to be concentrated on my cock. The pen was about 8 inches long and I had about 5 inches of it in my cock. I alternated between pushing and pulling the pen in and out of my cock and stroking the shaft as I jostled my balls with my free hand. My cock and the feeling it was giving me was the center of my universe at this moment. I continued to work the pen in my cock as I jerked and jostled my balls and moaned and groaned and writhed on my bed with sexual pleasure. I kept rewinding the tape as I continued to play with myself.
Finally, the tape arrived at the money shot scene. As I watched one cock shoot its cum across a 2 inch gap to land on the tongue of the open-mouthed guy, I felt the cum rising in my balls. I was ready to shoot my load. As the first spurt of cum reached the base of my cock, I pulled the pen out and continued jerking my cock and jostling my balls. I shot a fountain of cum. I lost count of how many spurts of cum had erupted from my cock. The feeling of cumming was more intense than I'd ever experienced. The amount of cum seemed to be the biggest volume I had ever shot.
When done with my cumming, I lay back panting as I watched the tape on the TV. The sucking guy took all the cum in his mouth and showed it to the viewers before swallowing it. I'd tasted my own cum and few times and found it more sexy than tasty to do so. Then, the guy who finished spurting his load dropped down and sucked the cock of the now-standing sucker. The sucker came while his cock was in the mouth of the second guy. Both guys moaned and you knew the cum was shooting out of the cock and gushing into the sucking mouth.
Once the cumming scene was finished I stopped the tape and cleaned myself up. From the feeling of this hot play, I knew I would use this tape again and looked forward to more deviant, perverse and kinky play of my cock. This was the opening of a whole new world to me. A world that included cock and some very different cock play. A world that would later include sex with men almost exclusively.
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