Down the sissy rabbit hole Pt1
I never thought watching sissy porn & sissy hypno vids would ever have an effect on me...how wrong I was.
I'm a MAN who likes women & pussy. What man doesn't???
I will admit that, in my younger days, I did have a couple of gay trysts & enjoyed them. I even tried some solo anal penetration and found that thrilling also.
But in the end, I married the girl I loved, had k**s, worked everyday, built a good life for my family.
But there were times, when I was alone, that I would find a pair of my wife's panties & try them on. Oh, what a feeling :)
I tried her pantyhose & stockings. She had thigh high socks, I tried those. "Damn, this is good stuff", I thought.
Sometimes, I would wear her panties under my jeans or work clothes & go about my day. When the weather turned cold, instead of wearing mens long john underwear, I'd wear pantyhose.
But for the most part, I was straight hetero male...or was I?
Fast forward to now. The k**s are grown & gone with own families & lives. My can't make love to my wife because of her medical issues...but I still get a hard on & in need of relief.
And the porn I was watching (man & woman only type) became boring so I started expanding what I was watching.
Then I came across sissy/shemale porn. And I found myself getting turned on by "chicks with dicks" & girls "pegging" their husbands & BF's. "Hell, This looks like fun".
Then came sissy hypno vids. Interesting. "I'd like to have some fun with a sissy".
I started going to the local adult bookstore/peepshows/gloryholes. I was nervous at first but as I watched what was going on, I did begin to relax some.
I had a gay boy offer to blow me & let me try his poppers (never tried poppers before). I took him up on his offer. The poppers took the experience to a whole new level. When I came in his mouth, it was the best orgasm I ever had.
I soon found out that doing poppers while watching sissy porn / sissy hypno was having an effect on me. I was fingering my asshole while I jerked off. And the orgasms were so strong, and I wanted to keep feeling those.
I'm buying poppers, I'm watching sissy vids, I'm finger fucking myself & jerking off. "This is some of the best sex I've ever had".
I'm buying dildos & other toys for anal play. I bought a cock sleeve for jerking off. And I'm still watching sissy vids & doing poppers. I'm really sliding deeper & deeper down the rabbit hole...but I'm not through yet.
Watching sissies cum just from getting fucked in the sissy pussy without use their hands really intrigued me. I know I want to try this.
I've recently gotten stockings, shoes, garter belt, bra, skirt & other feminine articles of clothing.
I'm dressing like a sissy. I'm wanting cock like a sissy. I've created my own "sissy hideaway".
But I'm still jerking off as I fuck my gay sissy hole.
SOOOOOOOOOO...
About a month ago, i decided I wanted to lock my cock (clitty) up because I was masturbating frequently & was exploring the joys of anal penetration & the possibility of an anal prostate orgasm (a sissygasm).
I thought the idea of having a sissygasm from being fuck in my boipussy rather thrilling.
A couple of weeks ago, i received the two chastity cages I ordered. I showered, shaved & settled in to put my new device on.
But no matter how hard I tried or what I did, I COULD NOT GET THE DEVICE ON WITHOUT PINCHING MYSELF.
I thought I had ordered the largest size available & the largest parts were rather large. I'm no John Holmes or Ron Jeremy for sure but I'm not small either (6 1/2" long & 1 1/2" thick when erect).
I tried again the next night. Same thing. Damn, did I just waste my time & money????
Night 3, try again. I finally got the large ring around my ballsac but the cage itself wouldn't fully connect to the ring.
And yes, I was plenty lubed up & no, I wasn't erect. Took the ring off & put it all away & try again later.
Night 4, try again...SUCCESS!!! I finally got it figured out how to put the device on...AND i'M LOVING IT.
I know the cage is used to prevent erections but I still do get them (especially when I'm watching porn) & the feeling of being squeezed & my sac being stretched is amazing.
I haven't retreated to my "sissy hideaway" with my clitty locked...YET.
I'm still trying to set up my video camera so I can record myself.
I know I'll get there so, stay tuned. I'll be back.
I'm a MAN who likes women & pussy. What man doesn't???
I will admit that, in my younger days, I did have a couple of gay trysts & enjoyed them. I even tried some solo anal penetration and found that thrilling also.
But in the end, I married the girl I loved, had k**s, worked everyday, built a good life for my family.
But there were times, when I was alone, that I would find a pair of my wife's panties & try them on. Oh, what a feeling :)
I tried her pantyhose & stockings. She had thigh high socks, I tried those. "Damn, this is good stuff", I thought.
Sometimes, I would wear her panties under my jeans or work clothes & go about my day. When the weather turned cold, instead of wearing mens long john underwear, I'd wear pantyhose.
But for the most part, I was straight hetero male...or was I?
Fast forward to now. The k**s are grown & gone with own families & lives. My can't make love to my wife because of her medical issues...but I still get a hard on & in need of relief.
And the porn I was watching (man & woman only type) became boring so I started expanding what I was watching.
Then I came across sissy/shemale porn. And I found myself getting turned on by "chicks with dicks" & girls "pegging" their husbands & BF's. "Hell, This looks like fun".
Then came sissy hypno vids. Interesting. "I'd like to have some fun with a sissy".
I started going to the local adult bookstore/peepshows/gloryholes. I was nervous at first but as I watched what was going on, I did begin to relax some.
I had a gay boy offer to blow me & let me try his poppers (never tried poppers before). I took him up on his offer. The poppers took the experience to a whole new level. When I came in his mouth, it was the best orgasm I ever had.
I soon found out that doing poppers while watching sissy porn / sissy hypno was having an effect on me. I was fingering my asshole while I jerked off. And the orgasms were so strong, and I wanted to keep feeling those.
I'm buying poppers, I'm watching sissy vids, I'm finger fucking myself & jerking off. "This is some of the best sex I've ever had".
I'm buying dildos & other toys for anal play. I bought a cock sleeve for jerking off. And I'm still watching sissy vids & doing poppers. I'm really sliding deeper & deeper down the rabbit hole...but I'm not through yet.
Watching sissies cum just from getting fucked in the sissy pussy without use their hands really intrigued me. I know I want to try this.
I've recently gotten stockings, shoes, garter belt, bra, skirt & other feminine articles of clothing.
I'm dressing like a sissy. I'm wanting cock like a sissy. I've created my own "sissy hideaway".
But I'm still jerking off as I fuck my gay sissy hole.
SOOOOOOOOOO...
About a month ago, i decided I wanted to lock my cock (clitty) up because I was masturbating frequently & was exploring the joys of anal penetration & the possibility of an anal prostate orgasm (a sissygasm).
I thought the idea of having a sissygasm from being fuck in my boipussy rather thrilling.
A couple of weeks ago, i received the two chastity cages I ordered. I showered, shaved & settled in to put my new device on.
But no matter how hard I tried or what I did, I COULD NOT GET THE DEVICE ON WITHOUT PINCHING MYSELF.
I thought I had ordered the largest size available & the largest parts were rather large. I'm no John Holmes or Ron Jeremy for sure but I'm not small either (6 1/2" long & 1 1/2" thick when erect).
I tried again the next night. Same thing. Damn, did I just waste my time & money????
Night 3, try again. I finally got the large ring around my ballsac but the cage itself wouldn't fully connect to the ring.
And yes, I was plenty lubed up & no, I wasn't erect. Took the ring off & put it all away & try again later.
Night 4, try again...SUCCESS!!! I finally got it figured out how to put the device on...AND i'M LOVING IT.
I know the cage is used to prevent erections but I still do get them (especially when I'm watching porn) & the feeling of being squeezed & my sac being stretched is amazing.
I haven't retreated to my "sissy hideaway" with my clitty locked...YET.
I'm still trying to set up my video camera so I can record myself.
I know I'll get there so, stay tuned. I'll be back.
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