Some of my 1ts

I like to think of myself as a person with high sex drive without taboos, so i have had a rich sex life, full of amazing orgasms, great people and enjoyment! There is a lot that i have tried and liked it, some i did not like, but there is lot more for me out there to try! I think i hit puberty early, because at age 14 i was 175cm tall and had 110kg, training basketball and going to gym a lot, so by the time of my first sexual adventure at 16 i locked as i was in my late 20ies or early 30is, older girls loved it, and to tell you truth ever since i have loved girls who are older. i was 16 and my beautiful girl had just finished college and it was fucking amazing, the whole 3 minutes i lasted, she did not tease or put me down, she motivated to do better and make her feel good to, and every time after than was great with her. It was just sex with her but i wanted more, i thought i was in love, dumb k**, and it did not last long. Up to my 21 birthday i had a few girlfriends, with some i had regular sex, with some not at all, but i wanted more, wanted to try something else. Now at that point in my life high speed internet was just becoming into life, and i did spend a lot of time on line watching and reading all sorts of videos and stories, started with lesbians, than mff, mfm, group sex, until i found girls with cocks, then i was hooked. I did not know would i rather be with a girl that has a cock, or be the girl with a cock, remembering the time when as a k** i would crossdress in my moms stuff and how it felt amazing being a girl. i had fantasies about being with other girls dressed as a girl, and slowly started thinking about having sex with a guy dressed like a girl. I had a good friend who was gay and its with him that i talked about my fantasies, and one night, or morning after partying for a couple of days, high on everything that i sucked my first cock, loved it, and got addicted. We had done it a couple of times again after, but that was it. I then had to move cities, hoping to escape the lifestyle i lived, and it worked at first, but it did not take long for me to slip back into my old lifestyle that was most about drinking, a lot of drinking, d**gs, lots and lots of d**gs and sex. At one point i had 3 girlfriends, with one i had great sex, but just that, with another i was involved but did not have sex, and the last one was a virgin, and we were waiting for the right time to make her a women. At that crazy time i was still thinking about cock, and how i wanted one, so i browse the personals, found a guy agreed to meet him and give each other blowjobs, but it did not finish as we agreed, after just a couple of moments me sucking his cock, for which he sad it was 15cm, in fact it was at least 20, he sad i have to fuck that sweet ass of yours, and i do not know why, but i agreed and it was not one of best decisions i made trough out my life, he fucked me real hard and strong i did not like it at all. I did not want to suck cock or get fucked, ever again. Or so i thought. Breaking up with 2 of the 3 girls i was seeing, with the one i had good sex and nothing else, and with the virgin, because after the sex with that guy i could not stop thinking about cock, and could not perform with the ladies, virgin stayed a virgin because of that, and the other dumped me because of the same problem. One bright spot in my life at that time was Tamara, the girl that would change my life and rock my world. I spent a lot of time with her, she was so beautiful, smart, with a great sense of humor, all in all a wonderful person. Having a bad ass gangsta tip older brother who was big in the d**g world, we were never without it, any kind we liked and how much we wanted. We started spending a lot of time with each other and started sharing everything, but we did have sex, we kissed and snugged, light petting and nothing else, because i was scared of the same thing happening like with the other girls. One night as we watched some teenage comedy we started to get a little bolder, i massaged her boobs and rubbed her pussy over her skirt, and she stuck her hand in my pants and started playing with my cock, witch grew into its full size and i was thinking that everything will be ok, but as soon as we got undressed, my dick went limp, and not wanting to relive previous situations, i went down on her, and did what i do best, i ate her pussy until my entire face was numb and she came several times, and it was great but my dick failed me again, and after some time i just started crying and going insane. I broke down and told her everything, my whole sex history, what i like and do not like, all about my desire to suck cock.... She was not upset or mad, in fact she was very cool with it all and told me not to worry and just relax and enjoy, that she will make me happy if i let her. I was in her hands and willing to try anything. And in good hands i was, with her i tried a lot of things, i had my ass licked, loved it, she finger fucked me while sucking my dick, started using her toys on me, i had my first anal orgasms when she played with my hole using her vibrator, it was amazing! Soon she had me dressing in girl clothes, panties, stockings, she got me some vigs, i even shaved my beard after who knows how long, and we did everything, we had sex with other girls, guys, couples, once a week we went to a sex club and every time it was something new and exiting. Time spent with her was maybe the best time in my life, wish i could turn back the time and relive it all over again. I told my future ex wife all about the time with Tamara, and when we were dating it was almost as good as it was with Tamara, we did nearly all the things i used to do with that special girl, but after we got married it all changed and nothing was ever the same. Divorced my wife, started seeing other girls, and guys sometimes, still have a lot of things i want to try, and hope they will happen soon, most of all i want a tranny, femboy, sissyboy or a she male for regular sex and even something more! This is a small recap of my firsts in sex, there is a lot more to be told, but those are stories for another time! Live long and prosper