Nicky lovingly teaches me. How to be a bitch.

i... ADORE Her!!! Nicky, my Muse.
She plays with me... She t*rments me! She sexts me often!
She knows. She knows i will do anything for Her. She knows i am a submissive l!ttle slut... HER submissive l!tte slut!
i look forward to my me-time. :flushed:
my treasured time to play... to endulge in self-pleasure.
i watch porn. THERE! i said it!
i watch porn, and i.... masturbate! :flushed:
i enjoy my body while i play, and most of all... above everything.... i love to play.. for Her. :blush:
She knows i am Her kitten. Her plaything. She knows that She only has to whisper in my ear.. to suggest that i touch myself and.... i will. i will... for Her!
i read Her DM. "sinny! if you think you're going to laze around here all the time. Well, you're right, in a way. If it SUITS me too..."
i swallowed the remainder of my second appletini.
i giggled, and before clicking play, i searched for any comment She might have left behind...
Found it! It was brilliant in it's simplicity!
"well, she had to be taught a lesson."
i smiled brightly! She.... Nicky.... is so... clever!
She knows exactly how to be succinct. How to say so much with so few words.
i giggled, clicked play, licked my fingers, and... watched.
i like to watch.
i was... terrified!!!
Jail? HOW would i ever survive in JAIL?!!?
Nicky comforted me.. She told me She could... teach me... teach me how to get along with other Girls. :flushed:
She sweetly offered to teach me.. to teach me how to be a submissive. a submissive lesbian. a submissive lesbian bitch.
a bitch. :flushed:
THAT! That is my future! i was terrified, trembling, unhinged.... and then.... THEN.... Nicky... trained me.
She trained me.
She taught me how to be a sub.
"sinny, get used to the term. 'sub'. Dont be afraid of that term... that... label. sinny, yew are a natural sub. you dont realize it... YET. you dont quite understand.. yew are a lesbian sub already!
She hugged me, and Her embrace was.... enlightening!
When She released me, She stared into my eyes. my tearful blue eyes...
"sinny, yew are.... beautiful! yew know without being told how much you enjoy pleasuring others! sinny, you want to pleasure other girls... sinny... you want to pleasure other WOMEN! Powerful, beautiful WOMEN!! Dont yew?"
i bit my lip, and whispered my truth. "Yes, Nicky. i do. i do enjoy pleasuring other Women."
She kissed my forehead and whispered the sweetest words i have ever heard... "good girl."
And then. Then Nicky taught me how i would survive in jail. How i would survive as a sub. A toy. A plaything for other, powerful Women. She taught me how to embrace being... property. Something to be bought and sold. Something to be traded for favors. THAT is how i would survive in prison.
i shook my head, clearing it!!! i stood up, i walked to the kitchen. i prepared my third appletini. i shook it, and poured it, staring at the glass... the sweat driping down the sides... i smiled, and in a single gulp, i consumed it! The green poison stung my throat, and made my belly feel warm. i smiled, returned to the couch... wearing nothing except my heels and a wide, delighted smile...
i spread my legs, and clicked... play.