About

First and foremost: I'm a happily married man, and I'm NOT looking for any sexual encounters! I only use this site as a means to release my innermost sexual thoughts and desires…and to jerk off when my wife is not around so I don’t get too backed up. (It’s safer than having sex with other women.)

I decided to shorten this up, so here's the cliffnotes version:
- Lost my virginity to a teenage BBW when I was 16. (Continued to have sex with her fairly regularly for about 2 years.)
- Continued to have sex with other BBWs through my teenage years into 20s (with a couple of smaller girls mixed in, but it just wasn't the same. Not bad by any means, just not a lot to hold on to.)
- Lived in denial about my obsession for BBW until I was in my mid-20's
- Found porn as both an outlet to be free in my sexual desires and a place to develop new sexual skills and interests (White BBW, older women, taller women, dark-skinned women, fat girls with big bellies, women that present a sexual challenge because they look like they could physically dominate me, basically all the women that most guys would never publically admitting to liking or dating.)

Turn-ons:
- BBWs and SSBBWs of all races, nationalities, etc.
- Watching Big Girls with soft, jiggly butts walk around
- VPLs on women in tights or those Victoria's Secret LOVE PINK sweatpants.
- White girls with bodies made for black men.
- Mature women dressed professionally. (dress suits, pant suits, stockings, high heels, etc.)
- Women in really high heels
- Mature women
- Mature women with streaks of gray hair blended in with their natural hair
- BBWs in sudresses with VPLs
- Women in workout clothes
- Women with long fingernails
- Women with big fake eyelashes
- Women that are not ashamed of their bodies.
- Women that embrace their natural hair. (women with big afros are the best!)
- Tall women (6 feet and above.)
- Women that intentionally tease men by dressing "subtly provocative" (They're fully covered, but everything's exposed. This is probably my #1 turn on because for some women, this is all based on how they're naturally built, and they can't help it.)

Sexual turn-ons:
- The female figure.
- Jerking off with the though of the woman I'm jerking off to is watching me and encouraging me to keep going until I cum all over whatever part of their body turns me on.
- Jerking off while having inappropriate thoughts about people I shouldn't be thinking about having sex with (co-workers, bosses, neighbors, students' moms, aunts, grandmoms, older sisters, ex-girlfriends, etc.)
- Big, soft, jiggly bodies
- Playing with big, soft bellies
- Big, soft, hairy bushes
- Sexy feet with painted toes.
- Long fingernails
- Older women with streaks gray hair up top and down low.
- Panties in my face and around my neck. (The crotch smell does it for me.)
- Women that don't forget the balls
- Women with exotic colored hair
- Women with a lot of make-up on their face.
- Women that wear wigs and sunglasses to conceal their identity
- Women that suck on and/or massage the balls right before a man cums.
- White women that talk dirty to black guys.
- Women that talk dirty in general.
- Women that talk trash as a form of foreplay.
- Having sex in places that I could easily get caught
- The smell of sex

Turn-offs
- Smoking
- Out of control drunkenness (or drunkenness in general)
- Women that need drugs to be sexually aroused
- Women that are obnoxiously loud all the time
- Most women once I get to know them beyond physical attraction. (It's complicated, but not really. There's no intellectual connection, so the physical attraction goes away as well.)