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Hi, just here while bf is away which is nearly all of the time because he works on the road and sleeps more on planes than here at home. But he calls nearly everyday to make sure I'm touching myself because it's his job when he's here. If he calls after I have, sometimes I don't answer as he makes me do it again because I probably did it wrong. He can be a jerk in this way which I find sexy. Jerk is just the role being played in order to get whatever he wants. This usually requires me to relinquish my freedom or my body and submit to his will. Like holding me accountable for saying it belongs to him, not me and that he's actually in charge of it during sex. Sure it's hot to hear during sex (I don't even remember giving it to him during sex but he swears I yelled it out, whatever) Now I didn't get his cock in return and didn't even think about that until a month after. First, I didn't really want it. Second, it was being shared in at least 2 to 3 other girls when we first met. When we became a couple we stopped dating others and I assumed it was over with his harem as well. Stupid me! He laughed and said why would he give up 3 for 1? He assured me the others have never meant anything more to him than a quick place to nut when he's on the road. And even if the players change and the pussy is tighter or better than mine - then that's all the reason he'll get-er-dun faster and be back home to me. His words. "ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrr.. "(like Marge Simpson)

SECRET I'M KEEPING FROM HIM

Now he's used to me going along with him on everything sexually due to my desire to please him - as it is so much stronger than any preference I have sexually. It works out well because I enjoy it all, as much as he does. I hide it at times because he likes embarrassing me in places like Walmart where we had sex once (no one saw us) and now he gets hard everytime we go and he rubs up between my butt cheeks while I'm trying to shop. Forgetaboutit!!!

Anyway, I haven't admitted how turned on I actually become when he sticks his unwashed dick in my mouth right after he fucked another pussy.

That's just plain rude if she's not expecting it even tho he's grinning from ear to ear at my displeasure. He's so excited, wet, even harder he's watching my face as I take it all in with each thrust. See that alone usually does it for me, his happiness. But now, screw that! My initial urge was to throw up all over his salty, gummy, assy smelling cock when I realize, that's pussy! Pussy he fucked that's now past my mouth and into my tonsils. This is really happening and comes into better perspective each time he pumps DNA from a stranger's pussy into my mouth. It smelled as bad as it tasted at first but stranger still was his suspiciously hard cock as soon as he walked in the door. Unless there's a woman on it, it always starts out limp when it goes in my mouth, He's made it clear that's my job and not his. (See the jerk here, when it's really about sex or making it hotter for both of us) Besides his attentiveness to my pussy which makes it more fair; plus I luv limp dicks which I'll never admit to him or I'd definitely see less of his. It finally occurred to me that I'm pulling all her DNA off of his cock with my lips and tongue. Then like a vacuum I'm sucking it all the way to the back of my throat. (force of habit) I'm trying not to swallow until I think maybe it's better if I did? Soon I forget all about it, smell, taste, idea of it being inside some other poor woman whom I'm suddenly curious how he treats? This certainly wasn't her doing so it's not her fault. I need to stop calling them slut! After he's had his fun watching me squirm and gag, he blows a load in his king of the caveman world way. So whatever, I play it down even if I was very turned on by it all. That's when I realize this horndog actually planned to not wash his dick after fucking - deciding it over coffee with me that morning. I caught him staring then looking away like he wasn't. I knew he was up to something because he carry's guilt so badly, I just figured it was about his girls (see I'm making an effort not to use slut) that he was seeing later on. Who would've thought he was actually bringing her home to me to share with him. Fucking men! We let them to go to another woman, and as if that's not enough; he needs me to have & taste her as well.

I protested at first because he didn't say anything nor would he let me come up for air after shoving it in my mouth. He just walks up to me while I'm on the sofa blocking the TV with his hard bulge. I thought it was fake at first and he's playing around. I'm in a t-shirt, panties, and clipping a troublesome toenail so I had one leg up on the sofa and the other off to the side. Then he blocks me from doing that and I can't even put my leg down because he's in the way. He's rubbing his dick through his sweats, then he pulls it and his boxers down to his ankles without saying anything. I giggled, thinking the sluts stood his butt up today and now he's so horny he's lost his speech and his fucking mind. His next movements are so primitive and confusing to me at that time, I need to recall it as I see it now, okay? He enters my mouth with his precum dripping dick and guides my head along using his hands. Without much warning he starts fucking my mouth. Each time it went all the way to the back of my throat, I thought there was no way he could go any further. I was wrong! In fact it was more like he was competing in the Olympics and with every thrust he wants a greater distance record than the previous one. He's holding my head with both hands so firm on keeping me focused on him, I have to use my hands to reach a most embarrasing realization: just how fucking wet can my panties get right now? With my leg up on the sofa and the other spread off to the side of him, a neon sign would have been less noticeable. Of course he see's it after watching me try and pull my t-shirt down over it. HUGE MISTAKE! He played with me in that scenario, pulling the t-shirt back over it, asking if feels better hiding my spotted panties from him, asking why my panties are so wet in the first place, asking if he can lift the shirt up around my tits so it doesn't get stained by my wet pussy, then telling me not worry about his pussy (he enjoys taking ownership on parts of my body) and focus sucking the cock he brought home to me. He said he had to fuck her pussy twice and planned to saranwrap it but he forgot. What sucks is I can't even fake protest now. He knows I'm all in and he's smiling like a big dog! He's made me the slut, not them. Later he keeps asking if I was genuinely turned on by it and I tell him the same thing I always say, "you being turned on is what turns me on babe."

NEW RULE

If you suck dick right after it's been inside pussy not known to you, and somehow you are turned on by this; keep it on the down low. It will never work to your advantage socially regardless of how hot it was in that moment, or continues being in the future.

He called to give me notice of just fucking a girl he met recently. He said that she's really a bitch to him & his brothers so she had that fuck coming big time. Well, I know he's wanting me to taste her but I punked out and I leave so it's just him & his pussy stank cock alone together. It pissed him off while I can't stop laughing at him on the phone - as if a woman would actually wait on that? Come on man (were my actual words) when he hangs up on me. Horndoggy doesn't quite get that I'm turned on in the moment when I trust someone there. Calling ahead to tell me he's on his way back with his dick wet from fucking someone is not sexy. It's gross and it gives me wayyyy too much time contemplating that hot mess going in my mouth. At least give me credit for being a good sport when I didn't know any better. Keep in mind that I don't know these other girls so am I suppose to look forward to tasting their bacon-hole on my man's cock? (3/22/2016)

HANDLING FRIEND REQUEST

I should have shared this a long time ago if only to decrease the amount I receive. I ignore these request 8 out of maybe 10 times that I'm here. So for those 2 times I try & keep it simple. To prevent judging you, your race, or whatever, the only rule I use is this one:

If you've taken the time to make a video, I'll take the time to make you a friend.

I'm turned on by guys pretending to cum in my mouth especially if I just met them so if you don't have something like this, then I don't know why we would become friends babe? l delete request with gross or extreme and gifs degrading women violently. (3/24/2017)

OKAY, ABOUT WATCHING VIDEOS

(1) One word sums up the use of slow motion in your video during the cumshot, 'inauthentic'. Slowing time down cannot make a thing hotter than it was or sexier than it is. All you've done is push your "study" of a substance in our face. Interrupting sexual activity to study matter more closely ruins the mood & robs us of the rhythm we need for reaching our own climax. If you add a slomo cumshot at the end of normal speed video, cool - it's a bonus clip. But don't fuck our orgasm up because you want us to study your sperm in slow motion dick-for-brains. When you bust your nut in the video were you watching slow motion? Uh huh, of course not. You couldn't bust a pimple let alone a nut in slo-motion.

(2) Tummy nutters; guys that pull back to cum on their stomach. Why not lean in towards the camera & picture our mouths there waiting for you? You pull us into it with you & it becomes intimate and we become moist. No one cares about cum on your stomach. For that reason you could cum on your elbow and start a category the Elbow Cum Shot. It's no more sexy to us than a knee or a thigh AND it's the laziest j/o of all. Do it that way when you're alone not when making videos unless you want to appear lazy at sex then you nailed it babe.

MY ONE MAJOR TURN ON IS LICKING YOUR MUSTY SAGGING BALLS BEFORE YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING. BY THE TIME YOU REALIZE YOU CAN'T HOLD BACK ALL THAT SEED I'VE BEEN STIRRING UP, I'VE DRIPPED SO MUCH THAT MY TUMMY AND THIGHS ARE LYING IN WARM WET CIRCLES SOAKED DEEP IN THE BEDDING. LATER THIS WILL IRRITATE YOU BECAUSE IT'S ON YOUR SIDE OF THE BED! HA! OH AND GOOD MORNING BABE! ~kisses

~Desperate Plea~

~I hope the new girl is keeping my baby happy while I'm away. When I return do you think I could watch you fuck her just once, and after can I eat her pussy and suck all that ball juice you blew up inside her back out? Please baby? I need to know what every pussy taste like that you fuck from now on. It's not enough that I watch you fuck another girl, I need to taste her and eat her pussy and lick it clean. Please don't say no, I feel like it will bring us closer.~

~Do you think she'll be upset at me for tonguing all your cum out of her pussy? I won't stop eating that pussy until I lick every drop of you back out of her....even if she starts cumming in my mouth again, I'm not stopping until that pussy is empty baby, just like it was when you first squeezed your cock inside of it~

~Did you promise her you would pump cum up so deep inside her belly that my tongue wouldn't be able to reach that far up inside her? Awww baby, don't you understand I'll just finger fuck her until she squirts hers and yours right back out into my mouth where it belongs! I'll make her promise not to wash her pussy whenever you nut inside of it from now on baby. She'll close her legs tight & remain in a fetal position, crying in punishment for having inside her what is mine. But I'll forgive her if after licking her ass, sucking on her pussy lips so radiantly smelling like your musty balls, and after prying them open with my tongue if I can taste my baby's jizzum again. Please assure her it's okay to cum on me after this baby as that makes me feel closer to you~