My wish

Let understand,
i am married and i have a beautiful wife. But she is boring in the sex. Only what she want is pleasure for her self, she do not care to much for my pleasure. She don`t want sex: in the kitchen, in the toilet, in the nature, on couch, etc. like i do. She only want bedroom and dark, dark, and only dark, not even dimmed light. She is hairy down there and when i ask her to shave her pussy, she just fuck me off. But she like very much, when i tell her stories, how other guy with big cock fuck her in front of me while i jerk off my cock.

So i would love to bring some pleasure in my life and the key of that pleasure is a big cocks. I`m bisex pasive and they make me happy. I like gently fuck, i like when i feel that big cock in my ass. Big cock i mean from 17cm to 21cm ( 6.70in to 8.30in). This is the size i like.
If someone call me one on one, that is ok, I love to be caressed, i like to kiss, i like everything but i do not like brutal sex and shit like this.
If someone call me for group sex, i like that too. 6 to 8 guys with big cock just for me, They must be active or at last uni. So they can get me on my butt and one in my mouth. I like sperm over all my body, especially in my ass and on my cock and balls.
So that is my WISH what i want to turn on reality.