Gay and Bullied
I would like people to view this and let me know what they think:-
http://www.gayboystube.com/video/154294/being-gay-and-bullied,please-see-this-an
http://www.gayboystube.com/video/154294/being-gay-and-bullied,please-see-this-an
12 лет назад
I moved just about a month before going into 1st year so went into a school where I knew nobody and it was a very insular area and newcomers weren't liked
Being almost a year younger than the next youngest in my year didn't help much either and I was/am a stubborn,bloody minded person giving as good as I got no matter how many of them there was but I know how he feels,it wears you down.
Must admit though no matter how bad it got I've never ever had suicide cross my mind.That would have meant they'd won and that was unthinkable.
It's so lonely at times though the teachers,my family all told me it was my own fault that I didn't try hard enough to fit in.God,I tried to be what everybody wanted me to be,what my folks wanted,the teachers,be liked by the others at school but nothing I did was right however much I tried.
In fact it took 3 years trying,fighting,getting on with it until something snapped and I got up and walked out.I figured whatever I do it's either not good enough or just plain wrong so what's the point in trying ??
There isn't any point was the answer so why bother I may aswell say Fuck them all and do what I want cos I'm gonna be shat on either way.
That's when it got better,the shit didn't stop but I suited myself after that,went a bit wild drinking more n taking drugs than anyone else.Pulling mad stunts,treating people with the contempt they treated me,even looking for conflict and violence cos I kind of got an adrenaline hit from it.
What it did do though was make girls take notice of me,I became cool to a certain set of girls and that was the icing on the cake.
I did have a certain strength of mind or spirit that saw me through the worst of it,that wouldnt let me give in.Don't know where it came from cos nobody believed in me or wanted to know,even my folks told me it was my fault but it saw me through
When I saw this lad,like i said it was upsetting but it also made me incandescent with rage and anger.That's one thing that came out of my experience.I hate and I truly mean HATE bullies,any form of bully makes my blood boil and when I saw the state the lowlife had reduced him to it gets me livid from deep down inside.
If i saw him being bullied I'd not be able to stand by and not intervene.I also wish i was able to just tell him to hang in there,that they're the weak,frightened cowards that can only proue they're worth by tearing someone else down,simply because they haven't got anything worthwhile about themselves.
He showed a streak of defiance at the end and that's what he needs to see it through and remain who he is.Just wish I was able to tell him that
People that get bullied as much as this guy, usually tend to have low self esteem, parents don't really support them and sometimes they feel unloved and that nobody cares. All of the above are psychological issues that can be fixed. If you ever find someone like that, give them all your support and make them feel like you really care. and if you are able to get them to a professional, it would be the best.