Special Report 2

My Awakening - A Young Man's Story

I feel there's a wall between us, the magnitude of our differences separating and keeping us apart.

Age, size, experience, gender - why should these things matter? I cannot help the way I feel about you.



I can see it in your eyes, you have the same feelings. When I hear the deep baritone of your voice, my stomach flops. When you say my name, I am mute and paralysed by the intensity of my desire.

You’ve behaved impecably, despite all my flirtatious advances but I feel your resolve starting to waver. When you touch me, I feel your hand linger. I feel the weight of your stare on me.

You are a mature man with the power, strength, and size to inflict unknown pain and pleasure on my young, slender body. I am not afraid of what you might do to me. You say I’m naive. Perhaps. It’s the implicit promise of what you will do to me that draws me to you like a lamb to the slaughter.

I don’t understand it but I fantasise day and night about what it will feel like when you’re finally inside me, when I’m pinned down helplessly beneath you, your plaything, the object of your desire.

Still, when I finger my hole at night, fantasising, I wonder if it’s even possible? Another man’s cock inside my tight boy cunt. I’d do anything for you. Put my resolve to the test! How can you withhold from me the knowledge of what it really feels like to be truly taken and possessed by another man?

I love that you’re hesitant, that perhaps you’re afraid of the intensity of your own fierce desires and needs. I sense that I was made for this - that my body was made for this. I want to know what it feels like when another man uses me for his pleasure.

I know without a doubt that I’ll feel safe in your capable arms, even as you plough through the physical resistance of my body. I want to be impregnated by you. I want to walk around with your baby-makers inside me.

Please be the first, in my adult life to take my virgin cherry. Please Sir! - Break down the wall that keeps us apart once and for all!

Take me and conform my young, barely legal body to your will. My passion is neither misplaced nor misguided. I know you feel it too - the pull, the raw sexual attraction, the overpowering desire. I want to give myself completely to you, I want you to be my first.

I want you to take me and own me, make me yours and yours alone.

Please! Only you have the power to transform me and ease my suffering - to ease our suffering.

I am here, waiting.

That was Back Then:




This is Today















All Photos: Jessy Delduca



Associating the Words with the Pictures appearing here?

That's something that happens only in YOUR mind.

And it's your business

I just thought I'd let your read some words
and look at some pictures, while you did so.