A night of firsts
i went to the sissy munch in San Francisco and had a night of firsts. i spent the day getting ready i made an appointment to get my eyebrows done again they were getting a little wild it had been about 5 or 6 weeks since i had them last done.
only this time i wasn't nervous like last time i knew what to expect and it was a better exp this time. i made the appointment early morning there wasn't anyone in there except the two workers. i walked up signed in and she said to have a seat in one of the chairs. after i sat down a couple older women came in but i didn't pay attention to them.
the lady asked if i wanted to have my eye brows cleaned up i said yes so i leaned back in the chair and she went to work. i forgot how much it hurt when she did the threading in the hair below my eyebrows lol i did my best not to show it but if for some weird reason i had a third eyebrow i would have had to stop lol.
she finished and they looked great. i thanked her and paid. i decided i would go to sephora again i wanted to get a new lipstick for the munch. i also wanted to ask about a better concealer for my "5 oclock" shadow.
as i walked thru the mall towards sephora i started to get nervous again even though this would be my 4th time going it was only the 2nd time at this particular one. as i got closer to the entrance i saw the chairs i sat at for over an hr the first time i went here trying to work up the courage to go in. only this time i walked straight in.
a couple workers said hi as i walked in. i went to the urban decay section i wanted to get a lipstick there i picked out a cute pink one called fiend. i started to look at the eye shadow when the same girl that helped me the first time i went there asked if i needed anything. i told her i was looking for something to hide my shadow.
she asked if the concealer i bought last time didn't work...that's when i realized she remembered me. i said it does work but i have to use alot of it. so she had me sit back at the makeup counter with the mirrors. she tried a different concealer but it didn't really work right. she asked me what number color i was from the last time she did the color IQ i told her and she remembered it.
she asked a coworker what she thought would work and they said a few different things i didn't understand any of it but that's when i realized there were other ppl shopping there but unlike the first time of being to nervous to look around this time i just didn't care. lol i guess that's progress.
after they suggested different things they agreed on something called cover fix its a pigment that you mix with your foundation before applying it. she got it and mixed it with the same urban decay foundation i have. then applied it with a large stippling brush. after she finished applying it i looked in the mirror and it worked great. she agreed so i was sold on it.
i told her i would need a stippling brush for myself so she got one and then asked if there was anything else i needed so i asked what color eye shadow she thought would be good for my eyes. we walked to the urban decay section again and she showed me a few shades she thought would look good i mentioned i had those already she showed me a shade of purple i didn't already have and it looked cute...i wish i said i thought it looked cute but instead i said it looked cool *sigh*
so i went to the register and she rang me up i used my beauty insider card. and she said oh looks like you get to upgrade to vib and get the silver card...apparently if you spend a lot you get to upgrade to it lol. i got a bunch of coupons and stuff thanked her very much for her help and left. i had spent longer in there then i had planned. so i went home to get ready for the sissy night.
i painted my finger nails to match my toe nails. did my makeup got dressed in the outfit my friend miss ameilia helped me pick out. a purple-ish flower dress with pink thigh highs and my wedge sandals. this is where i get a little silly i was to nervous to go out to my car dressed because i didn't want my neighbors to see me. so i thru my purse and wig and an emergency change of boy clothes in a duffle bag. put on my boy shirt over the dress and sweat pants on over the rest. then i walked to my car got in and slipped off the sweat pants.
took off my shirt at a stop sign and put on my wig at a red light. so it was official the first time i was ever outside completely dressed as ally.
it was exciting as i made the 2.5 hr drive to San Francisco. you never pay closer attention to the speed limit then when you are cross dressed lol. i had my very first exp with someone while dressed as ally when i paid the toll at the bay bridge. the lady said she loved my hair i thanked her and she said take care hun.
my gps brought me to wicked grounds where the meeting is and i found a parking spot actually pretty close. i parked and froze..it was daylight there was ppl driving and walking and i freaked i couldn't open my door. i opened the door for a sec then panicked and closed it i locked the doors with the remote on my key...something i wish i hadn't done...as it turns out it set the alarm on my car so when i worked up the courage to open the door again i set off my alarm. nothing says please don't look at this cross dresser then setting off a car alarm while your still in it.
i closed the door again turned off the alarm and messaged my friend that was coming too i told her i was stuck hiding in my car she told me what i needed to hear to step out. i got out of the car and for the first time ever walked out side as ally. i walked in but again was to nervous to meet them in the back so i sat down and waited for my friend to get there. then i got to meet her for the first time in person. and we walked in the back where everyone was.
everyone was so friendly as we made the introductions. i was pretty nervous so i did more listening then talking. i met some really cool ppl. then i got to exp my first time getting money out of my new purse to buy a cookie and water bottle. i sat back down and enjoyed great conversation.
after a while we got up to go walk over to bagg its a bondage fetish night club. when we walked outside i got to exp the cold air up my dress. it was defiantly a first exp for me. it was chilly so i was thankful for the the thigh highs at least they kept me some what warm. i had a bit of a panic attack when i realized i was going to have to show them my ID to get in the club....my male ID. i paid and got my wrist stamped and went in to my first night club.
it was so cool the music was great all the ppl were dressed in all kinds of things it made me feel more comfortable in what i was wearing.
we went to the bar and i had me first ever drink...it was a cosmo. i didn't finish it because i needed to drive home i didn't want to drink to much. we drank and talked it was great.
after a while a few of us walked to the dance floor and started dancing. me, i actually danced at a night club en femm it was an amazing first for me. after a while it started to get late and i had to make the long drive home so i said my good byes. and walked out of the club to my car. i was a little nervous walking outside late at night by myself but i did it. i got in my car and made the drive home. my last exp for the night as ally was the toll both this time the lady said have a good night hun.
i want to thank everyone that was at the sissy munch for being so accepting and friendly and for making my first night out so great. and also thank all my friends that helped me get the courage to actually go to it. and lastly ty for actually reading all of this i know its quite long i just wanted to express everything i experienced from it. i hope it helps someone else get the courage to go to one and be brave enough to be themselves.
only this time i wasn't nervous like last time i knew what to expect and it was a better exp this time. i made the appointment early morning there wasn't anyone in there except the two workers. i walked up signed in and she said to have a seat in one of the chairs. after i sat down a couple older women came in but i didn't pay attention to them.
the lady asked if i wanted to have my eye brows cleaned up i said yes so i leaned back in the chair and she went to work. i forgot how much it hurt when she did the threading in the hair below my eyebrows lol i did my best not to show it but if for some weird reason i had a third eyebrow i would have had to stop lol.
she finished and they looked great. i thanked her and paid. i decided i would go to sephora again i wanted to get a new lipstick for the munch. i also wanted to ask about a better concealer for my "5 oclock" shadow.
as i walked thru the mall towards sephora i started to get nervous again even though this would be my 4th time going it was only the 2nd time at this particular one. as i got closer to the entrance i saw the chairs i sat at for over an hr the first time i went here trying to work up the courage to go in. only this time i walked straight in.
a couple workers said hi as i walked in. i went to the urban decay section i wanted to get a lipstick there i picked out a cute pink one called fiend. i started to look at the eye shadow when the same girl that helped me the first time i went there asked if i needed anything. i told her i was looking for something to hide my shadow.
she asked if the concealer i bought last time didn't work...that's when i realized she remembered me. i said it does work but i have to use alot of it. so she had me sit back at the makeup counter with the mirrors. she tried a different concealer but it didn't really work right. she asked me what number color i was from the last time she did the color IQ i told her and she remembered it.
she asked a coworker what she thought would work and they said a few different things i didn't understand any of it but that's when i realized there were other ppl shopping there but unlike the first time of being to nervous to look around this time i just didn't care. lol i guess that's progress.
after they suggested different things they agreed on something called cover fix its a pigment that you mix with your foundation before applying it. she got it and mixed it with the same urban decay foundation i have. then applied it with a large stippling brush. after she finished applying it i looked in the mirror and it worked great. she agreed so i was sold on it.
i told her i would need a stippling brush for myself so she got one and then asked if there was anything else i needed so i asked what color eye shadow she thought would be good for my eyes. we walked to the urban decay section again and she showed me a few shades she thought would look good i mentioned i had those already she showed me a shade of purple i didn't already have and it looked cute...i wish i said i thought it looked cute but instead i said it looked cool *sigh*
so i went to the register and she rang me up i used my beauty insider card. and she said oh looks like you get to upgrade to vib and get the silver card...apparently if you spend a lot you get to upgrade to it lol. i got a bunch of coupons and stuff thanked her very much for her help and left. i had spent longer in there then i had planned. so i went home to get ready for the sissy night.
i painted my finger nails to match my toe nails. did my makeup got dressed in the outfit my friend miss ameilia helped me pick out. a purple-ish flower dress with pink thigh highs and my wedge sandals. this is where i get a little silly i was to nervous to go out to my car dressed because i didn't want my neighbors to see me. so i thru my purse and wig and an emergency change of boy clothes in a duffle bag. put on my boy shirt over the dress and sweat pants on over the rest. then i walked to my car got in and slipped off the sweat pants.
took off my shirt at a stop sign and put on my wig at a red light. so it was official the first time i was ever outside completely dressed as ally.
it was exciting as i made the 2.5 hr drive to San Francisco. you never pay closer attention to the speed limit then when you are cross dressed lol. i had my very first exp with someone while dressed as ally when i paid the toll at the bay bridge. the lady said she loved my hair i thanked her and she said take care hun.
my gps brought me to wicked grounds where the meeting is and i found a parking spot actually pretty close. i parked and froze..it was daylight there was ppl driving and walking and i freaked i couldn't open my door. i opened the door for a sec then panicked and closed it i locked the doors with the remote on my key...something i wish i hadn't done...as it turns out it set the alarm on my car so when i worked up the courage to open the door again i set off my alarm. nothing says please don't look at this cross dresser then setting off a car alarm while your still in it.
i closed the door again turned off the alarm and messaged my friend that was coming too i told her i was stuck hiding in my car she told me what i needed to hear to step out. i got out of the car and for the first time ever walked out side as ally. i walked in but again was to nervous to meet them in the back so i sat down and waited for my friend to get there. then i got to meet her for the first time in person. and we walked in the back where everyone was.
everyone was so friendly as we made the introductions. i was pretty nervous so i did more listening then talking. i met some really cool ppl. then i got to exp my first time getting money out of my new purse to buy a cookie and water bottle. i sat back down and enjoyed great conversation.
after a while we got up to go walk over to bagg its a bondage fetish night club. when we walked outside i got to exp the cold air up my dress. it was defiantly a first exp for me. it was chilly so i was thankful for the the thigh highs at least they kept me some what warm. i had a bit of a panic attack when i realized i was going to have to show them my ID to get in the club....my male ID. i paid and got my wrist stamped and went in to my first night club.
it was so cool the music was great all the ppl were dressed in all kinds of things it made me feel more comfortable in what i was wearing.
we went to the bar and i had me first ever drink...it was a cosmo. i didn't finish it because i needed to drive home i didn't want to drink to much. we drank and talked it was great.
after a while a few of us walked to the dance floor and started dancing. me, i actually danced at a night club en femm it was an amazing first for me. after a while it started to get late and i had to make the long drive home so i said my good byes. and walked out of the club to my car. i was a little nervous walking outside late at night by myself but i did it. i got in my car and made the drive home. my last exp for the night as ally was the toll both this time the lady said have a good night hun.
i want to thank everyone that was at the sissy munch for being so accepting and friendly and for making my first night out so great. and also thank all my friends that helped me get the courage to actually go to it. and lastly ty for actually reading all of this i know its quite long i just wanted to express everything i experienced from it. i hope it helps someone else get the courage to go to one and be brave enough to be themselves.
9 лет назад
Be brave !
XXX