A fantasy of me

Some days just begin right. I was up late last night, and so I slept in until just after 11 a.m. Even before I was fully awake, I could feel feminized lust filling my body. I pointed my toes and arched my ankles, feeling sexy and happy.

I got up and took care of some of the more-mundane parts of my life. I plan to track and minimize them, so I can spend more time doing what I like most,. i.e., being a whore.

I then got so horny I couldn't stand it any more. I looked at some sexy pictures of a fellow whore whose life has the dynamic I'm intrigued and aroused by currently. Then my lube, a large condom-covered suction-cup dildo and I went into the shower-bathtub play area. A good time was had by all.

I have gotten really good at generating large amounts of erotic pleasure in my body, quickly. Perhaps while looking at my pictures you have decided that I'm hot, but if I looked as sexualized as I am (based on what I actually think and do) then I'd look way sexier yet:
- Long & straight blonde hair
- Perfect golden-bronze skin
- Huge and perfect boobs
- Thin middle
- Wide hips
- Ridiculously large and shapely ass
- Showgirl legs
- Face that belongs in a beauty pageant.

The showgirl legs, I do have. :-)

As I pumped the large dildo in an out, I fantasized that I was someone's captive sex slave and he was rewiring my head, and that every "in" stroke was pumping in more bimbofication: more femininity, obedience, more lust, and more prettiness plus a preoccupation therewith and a generally superficial focus. Every "out" stroke was pumping out masculinity, resistance, and critical thinking. (I'm clear this is a fantasy paradigm; in real life, I'm a big fan of the Iron lady and all that).

At the sexiest part of the proceedings, I was lying on my side while my cock was making a long, silvery line of pre-cum that stretched from it to the bathtub floor. As I came anally, I could feel and see more gobs of pre-cum being pumped out. It looked very sexy. A few minutes later, I was on my hands and knees, ass in the air, licking all the pre-cum off the bathtub floor. I like how I taste.

I'm sitting here naked and clean, typing my blog, suspecting that this isn't my last session as such, today.

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[later that day]

I have two 12" jelly dildos, and today I cut up one of them into two unequal-length smaller dildos, and I shaped the resultant blunt end of each to be pointy again.

I placed the smaller one inside a condom and knotted it so that it was completely self-contained. I then lubricated it and inserted it inside me. The feeling was delicious; an ongoing reminder, distracting and sexy. I managed to deal with this for about an hour and then I removed the smaller dildo. I wanted more.

I placed the larger of the two dildoes inside a latex glove, and I knotted it so that it was completely self-contained, too. I then lubricated it and inserted it inside me. The feeling was wonderful, not least because this dildo was so long that it would only fit inside me with my lower rectal valve being held open constantly by the dildo inside me. The feeling was intense and erotic. After a while, my body couldn't stand it any more, and I expelled the dildo and rinsed it under a tap. Not too long after that I was pleasuring myself with my large suction-cup dildo again, cumming and cumming. I love my life.

Below is a link to pictures of each of the three dildoes mentioned above. The piece of paper is 8 1/2" x 11" so that should give a good indication of the size of each dildo.