Staying a cuckold

My wife has been fucked twice this week. Both attractive, muscular, and really well-endowed. They are also good in bed. Are really aware of my wife needs and her signals. She had a powerful orgasm with the second one.

My anxiety levels are really high at times. The men have been instructed by me to dominate me. Tell me to kneel or suck or clean their cocks, or similar.

The call me whimp. The tell me to look how they stretch out her pussy. She moans from both pain and pleasure when they ram it in deep.

The first encounter we had sex also, me and my wife.

Yesterday I just masturbated after the bull had left, while my wife pinched my nipples and called me a whimp.

Today I masturbated while she had her back turned against me.

The bull had a huge ejaculation on her ass. I licked her clean. First time doing this. Really degrading. Did not swallow.