In love with bareback

For years i have loved to meet up with men for gay sex. Sometimes this is prearranged through websites or when we have good weather my preference is at cruising locations. No matter how turned on i got i always made sure the guy used a condom and would nake sure i checked it was still where it needed to be when i sensed he was close to climax. However the other Friday a guy came inside me for the first time in a long long time and it was devine.
I got chatting to a fairly local guy online and saw we had a mutual 'friend' in common so i trusted him more than just a random other guy. We arranged to meet abd i arrived at his door and was welcomed in. He was about 65, naked and had the most enormous cock which was as hard as a rock. He said he liked to get the most out of his guests so had taken a blue pill to ensure he got a good couple of fucks. I couldn't take my eyes away from it but a wave of nerves swept through me as ive never taken a cock that size before but i ached to be fucked.
To cut a long story short he had rimmed me for some time and moved up to a large dildo opening me up and adding large qualities of lube. They i looked in the mirror which was at the side to the bed and saw it wasnt a dildo in my arse but the head of enormous cock. I was about to yell out but he saw my concern and took action. He pushed his whole length inside me , all 10 inches. I was in heaven, there was no way i could say no now and he knew it. He had only been fucking me for less than five minutes before i could sense he was close to coming. But before i could do anything i felt several very painful thrusts as he used me like a doll and flooded my anus with his cum. I was in a state of shock. The feeling of being used like that and being filled with cum was devine. Because of the blue pill his cock hardly reduced in size after ejaculating. The best was yet to come which was a gloriously wet round two and that time he went for a good innings!