Heard of this fetish?

I wonder if anyone gets this?

I love the transformation scenes in films (though I prefer if it isn't CGI). In most films it seems like it would be painful and I'm not sure I would want the pain. I also wouldn't want to completely lose myself because I wouldn't want to kill anybody.

I dream about my body stretching and my bones cracking to form the shape of a wolf. I love the idea of fur growing all over my body and my teeth changing into fangs. I want my nails to extend into claws. I would also want somebody to go through this process with me so I could see it happening to them. I also want to be able to control it at will so that I wouldn't have to wait for a full moon. I would transform everyday if I could!

Sometimes when I watch these films I imagine that I am changing. I contort my face and stretch my body out. Sometimes I will tear my clothes as if my body is changing and ripping through them.

I wish it could happen.