How do I know I'm a true submissive sissy
I remember my first facial.
I was about 27 years old, and the guy forced my head on his cock, as he came hard. He was a younger, "straight" guy.
I remember feeling so embarrassed and ashamed, running to wash myself as he released his grip.
I thought about this for days later, feeling bad about being used like that, and telling myself I will never let that happen to me again.
A couple years later, I began having a relationship with an older guy. It started as an online friendship, and once we felt we trust each other, we started meeting regularly.
This person was a long time dominant alpha male, and I remember I felt so special when he "chose" me to be his protege. I was still seeing myself as a normal bottom these days. In the following year, I learned so many things about myself...
Looking back now, I understand that this person systematically and proficiently feminized me. I am not saying this in a bad way. This guy knew exactly what I am - even more than I did - and he exposed it, and showed it to me.
The first time he came on my face, the first time he came in my throat, the first time he bred me, and every other time I drank his cum, I felt both fulfilled and grateful.
It was exactly the opposite feeling of that first facial I received a few years earlier.
Today, some more years later, and a few owners later, I know exactly what my place is. I know my goal in life. I know my destiny.
Every time I satisfy my man, I feel myself more satisfied than anything else - even more than cumming myself.
My wants and needs are irrelevant. I am not there to benefit anything for myself. It is all for my man. My owner. My hero.
I know today what I am. I am a true submissive sissy. For life.
I was about 27 years old, and the guy forced my head on his cock, as he came hard. He was a younger, "straight" guy.
I remember feeling so embarrassed and ashamed, running to wash myself as he released his grip.
I thought about this for days later, feeling bad about being used like that, and telling myself I will never let that happen to me again.
A couple years later, I began having a relationship with an older guy. It started as an online friendship, and once we felt we trust each other, we started meeting regularly.
This person was a long time dominant alpha male, and I remember I felt so special when he "chose" me to be his protege. I was still seeing myself as a normal bottom these days. In the following year, I learned so many things about myself...
Looking back now, I understand that this person systematically and proficiently feminized me. I am not saying this in a bad way. This guy knew exactly what I am - even more than I did - and he exposed it, and showed it to me.
The first time he came on my face, the first time he came in my throat, the first time he bred me, and every other time I drank his cum, I felt both fulfilled and grateful.
It was exactly the opposite feeling of that first facial I received a few years earlier.
Today, some more years later, and a few owners later, I know exactly what my place is. I know my goal in life. I know my destiny.
Every time I satisfy my man, I feel myself more satisfied than anything else - even more than cumming myself.
My wants and needs are irrelevant. I am not there to benefit anything for myself. It is all for my man. My owner. My hero.
I know today what I am. I am a true submissive sissy. For life.
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